I have decided to take my own life in order to get rid of this pain. Haha yeah right I am not suicidal. But I'm npt updating anymore only commenting. So stop telling me I need 2 update.

God damnit I hate to be right!!! My dad just came to the door and told me that he is leaving. This sucks so bad!!! I can't take this shit anymore. My life is so fucked up. This is bullshit, why me what the hell did I do to deserve this kind of torture. I wish that there was a reset button on life so i could have stopped my dad from going out ( Read more... )

I can't take the scream and yelling for no reason anymore! I am tired of staying up all night wondering if my parents will be together in the morning. They have split up once before, about a year ago, and i hated the feeling of not having two parents to come home to. I wish that my dad would do something about his drinking problem. I hate to see ( Read more... )

Wow i fell like shit today. I am sick as hell, i can't even enjoy my day off. It sucks so bad. My mom gave me this pill and i'm so drowzy i can't even barly stand up. Why couldn't somebody else stay home today, i am so bored. FUCK!!!!!!!! I think i'm going to make up one of those survays everyone seems to be doing these days ( Read more... )

Today started off like any other day, I woke up, took a shower, got dressed, and left for school. On the way to school i saw two guys on the street corner with signs like i need money now bitches. I found it weird that one of them was wearing a designer suit, aligator skin shoes, and a rolex. But hey i gave him money out of the kindness of my heart ( Read more... )

HEy!!

lol its jakki! but this isn't my journal its CalVIns!! i sorta convinced him to get one or .. maybe he convinced himself either way ..ya ..lol aKK so im gunna finishing making it look cooler then it started out as because ya

CALVINS THE COOLEST!!!

xox ...JAkki

I wish that I accually had something to say but i don't so here I go making up a bunch of bullshit as i type on my piece of shit computer. Well today was good I guess besides the fact that I had to go to school. Mr. Bryant was rambling on about something in math to day but I don't know I was sleeping. O yea and there was a fight in that class to. I ( Read more... )