This is not a period of my life in which i feel I should have a lot of free time ( Read more... )

I feel kind of shitty for getting off my ass again and investing some trust in someone ( Read more... )

Just put your hands in the air... and move em like this ( Read more... )

Man, I wrote this BIG LONG ENTRY and my stupid computer wouldn't post it now it's gone and i'm tired and blach.

Does it ever seem like any certain person in your life either doesn't care about you or uses you? Sometimes I get to feeling like there's nobody in the world worth my trust. I don't know, it might be some sort of paranoia. I can't help to think that it has something to do with the fact that people pass through my life like water down a river. ( Read more... )

I left for Sarasota around three thirty yesturday afternoon with a fourty - four dollars and a full tank of gas. I returned eleven this evening with no money and 3/4 tank. Although it was fun, the experiences were unworthy of the dollars spent on them. I can't help feel sometimes that I often put myself in blatantly stupid situations. Three A.M. ( Read more... )

It’s amazing how time flies when you’re doing almost nothing with your life. When the faces change every week along with hopes and ambitions, nothing has much importance.

Somehow I can’t get it off my mind. Some how, some way, I lost all interest in writing. I could see how nobody outside of this room at this moment could possibly give a damn ( Read more... )

I know an awful lot of motherfuckers..

I think today's going to be a good day...

There's something about the weather that makes me feel like shit.  Or could it be the drugs i've ingested within the last week?  acid, shrooms, pot, vics, oxys, benzos, percs, beer, wine, tequilla, jack, morgan...  Maybe it's the four old friends whom I haven't seen in over a week that called me today looking for nothing but drugs.  I don't do that ( Read more... )