It's true.

You have no idea how hard this is sometimes.

Twenty-three years ago at this time I was preparing to leave my maternal cove in search of something unknown. Today I honor the beginning of that voyage... with cake.

Anyone else get depressed around their birthday?

It's all gone! All of it!

As Ray Porter watches Mirabelle walk away he feels a loss. How is it possible, he thinks, to miss a woman whom he kept at a distance so that when she was gone he would not miss her. Only then does he realize that wanting part of her and not all of her had hurt them both and how he cannot justify his actions except that... well... it was life ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure that as a human being I'm 100% fucked. I won't even bother talking about how fucked the essence of benji is, if you talk to me you know I'm fucked up. Funny story, true story; The shit I say isn't nearly as awful as the shit I think. Also, I'm relatively positive that I really am a waste of life. People say that all the time but I'm ( Read more... )

I've made more mistakes than I'd care to count and I've paid for all of them. I've tried my best to make things right but I don't think shit can ever be the same. You know what, though? I think that life has a funny way of giving us what we a little of what we want and a little of what we need. I know that realistically it doesn't matter if I'm ( Read more... )

Bad thoughts are bad....

I feel as though we are facing a new digital and social problem. In facebook's "people you may know" section I was presented with the option to send a friend request to my older cousin's recently deceased grandfather. What do we do when someone who has a facebook dies? Do we delete them from our friends list? Do we hack into their account and ( Read more... )