i'm am one very happy and oh, so lucky girl! :)

so this past week as been a blast! going whitewater rafting with two of my very best friends was absolutely awesome! i throughly enjoyed the entire trip to west virginia. i gained a shadow for those four days....that was interesting. i've never had a shadow before. we had good times. great laughs and great nights under the stars ( Read more... )

i'm keeping this short ( Read more... )

i'm in a really bad mood right now. i've been so moody lately and it bothers me. i'm sick of making cookies for that damn party. i don't want to hear my mother and aunt ask me my opinion anymore because i know they don't really care/nothing is going to be done about what i think. the sun isn't worth it, laying out is pointless. i think the heat and ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting on my couch today and all of a sudden i'm like "hey, i'm kind of hungry. i need a snack." i got up, walked into the kitchen, took a spoon out of the drawer and pulled out the peanut butter jar. i took a spoonful of peanut butter and ate it. put the spoon in the dishwasher and went back into the living and sat back on the couch. ( Read more... )

happiness!!! i don't want it to go away....hoping it just keeps getting better!!!

you know, for awhile i thought things were going really well. i have great friends, i went to some fun dances, i've hung out with amazing kids and i had a good weekend, a very enjoyable weekend actually. nothing has been stressful or boring or upsetting. but i feel like it's all too good. i feel like this wonderful world i've had for the past week ( Read more... )

happiness:
-mashed potato fights
-hanging out with awesome people
-graduating in less than a week!
-being visited at work!
-warm showers
-walking
-a 20 person ball group
-grilled cheese and tomato soup
-orange! (and turqouise!)
-sleeping in!!!

not so happiness:
-being covered in mashed potatoes
-comp lit
-crappy weather
-long lasting potbelly days

i'm so incredibly sick of all this party planning. i didn't even want a gradutation party to begin with, but now there is one, so i have to deal with it, right? right. no one cares though. it's like this party is completely unimportant because they just keep planning to have seperate ones on their own time. well, i guess it's just too bad this is ( Read more... )

art makes me happier than i realized, sure it can frustrate the hell out of me sometimes (due to my perfectionistic nature) but i feel so complete when i'm in artist mode. i never considered art as a career, i wonder what it would be like to just produce pieces all day and night or whenever the hell i felt like being creative ( Read more... )