this clock blinking 12 again ( Read more... )

when you look into my eyes, can you see my soul ( Read more... )

i hate being classically misunderstood. it makes me feel cliche

why is it, that when i open my mouth i am wrong?

my worst dream are the best days

so yeah ( Read more... )

Yeah life is boring again. I can't find my mother's ear ring, i am sure my rents will have a field day with that. i don't know how i am going to get money to go to amber's prom...and i need to get kamau laid so he will go with me...lol

why is it, i don't get it, i buy them shit, i am nice to them, they hate me. i buy them achohol and whatever, and they bitch me out. i was bonging one, and JOSH, JOSH held the funnel too low and then they tell me its my fault, thats it! I AM FUCKING DONE ( Read more... )

I am so dumb, I can't believe I am as dumb as I am. Honestly, if I were to see the way I am in some one else, I would kick his ass! Really, I think that is what I need, a good ass kicking. I really feel like throwing my own head through a wall. Why d o I do this? I am an absent minded, selfish, retarded fucking moron! Do me a favor, next ( Read more... )

i really hate most of my friends. they seem to not care about me at all. all they do is use me for this, that, and the other thing. FiL told me to come to lunch with him, and not even 5 minutes i was there, he , and every one else at the table, with the exception on Softhands, told me to leave. What the fuck people? Why can't i ever seem to be ( Read more... )

oh please forgive me for wanting to hang out with some one else then you for one fucking night it. oh well, don't expect me to answer if you feel like calling me, because i am really pissed right now and i don't wan tto talk to you

everytime something goes wrong with a girl, they all the same damn way. they don't tell what the fuck is wrong. when i ask whats wrong, they say, "nothing" and your suposed to know that their lying through their teeth. not only that, but you need to know what is wrong and you need to know exactly how to make everything better immedatly. your ( Read more... )