i know these are the most annoying things ever invented, but PLEASE do it ( Read more... )

as much as i don't like to admit it, it's true. at least i think so. i'm so confused. and retarded. what the hell. i just---well i don't know what to do. i guess it's best not to do anything. don't you love how you have no idea what i'm talking about? good. let's keep it that way.

today is june. that means it is officially the month of school getting out-ness. double yay. mmw started today. i'd have to say that it's really working nicely. go bruce lee and tight pants with matching braces ( Read more... )

i'm cold. i think i have chills. but i'm still happy. am i happy? or am i just ignorantly confused? nonetheless, tonight was fun too. i had some people over and we chilled in the guest house and swam and did fun stuff like that. i forced everyone to watch flashdance, but i guess people don't find that movie as cool as i do. the music is frickin ( Read more... )

wendy's party was fun. there's something about beaches and blankies and buddies that really makes my mood better. i really had a nice time talking and bonding with everyone. i just wish we could all be like that more often.

i think i want to go to wendy's party now. i think i'm also having very odd feelings about something else...wow that's vague...too bad!

today was definetely better than the rest of the week. maybe it was just the happiness of friday, but somehow i realized that everything that i say is so terrible is mostly the fault of my own emotions. i know i over-do things a lot, but i really have some pretty intense emotions that come out of me, and i have absolutely no clue why. i never used ( Read more... )

i am so over everything. i'm over school, i'm over volleyball, i'm over friends, i'm over life. Currently i feel like i'm invisible to everyone. i just stand there at lunch staring into space for the whole 30 minutes. does anyone notice or care to talk to me? no. well, then you ask, "meghan, why don't you get up of your ass and talk to them?" well ( Read more... )

it's strange how i can go from a happy mood to a bummed out mood in just a few hours. i mean, this morning, i was so optimistic and ready to totally have fun. now, i'm not so sure. i guess i just think about things so much that i have no time to have fun. it's like, okay, one problem is gone, then i make myself a frickin new one ( Read more... )

well, i've cooled down quite a bit with everything over the five hours of sleep i recieved last night ( Read more... )