Oh christ, I feel I'm about to burst! I nearly had another panic attack.
I wonder why? Oh I forgot - I'M AT WORK. AGAIN.

Ois II Men was ok, if anyones bothered.

This will probably be long, and no one will read it, but I've stopped caring. I have a lot to write about because I haven't been online for a while, and a lot has happened. I will start with the most recent and back track.

Today
Well, I've started working out. The only reason I'm doing this is because I feel so miserable with my appearance. I don't ( Read more... )

GAR6QWRPV 2N*%DB ahem ... We have no shampoo.

I can honestly say that for the first time in a few months, that I can see my shit falling into place. I know who I am, where I am and what I need to do. That hasn't been the case for a very long time. For fucking years I've been going through phases saying "Ooo, I'm doing to do this" or "Ahh, no this!" ( Read more... )

To be honest, I think this is getting a bit fucking ridiculous.

I'm sure that everyone is feeling the pinch of life related costs at the moment, I certainly know I am. It's gotten to the point where after paying all my living costs, cigarettes and a single supermarket visit, I only have $5 left in my wallet. Because of petrol, I had to give up ( Read more... )

I must say, yesterday was quiet a busy day; I feel somewhat accomplished. We cleaned the flat almost from top to bottom, and it feels a lot larger now that the mountainous piles of rubbish have disappeared (both inside and out!) Fuelled by a generous donation of ritalin from my flatmate I scrubbed what I could until it was time to bus to Hugo's ( Read more... )

What do you subconsciously think of your friends?
Friend's NameWord AssociationMeaning

Gothic stephBatMysterious, Intelligent, Enigma. This person is hugely alluring to you.

DellaBellSomeone whom you feel may be dangerous to let into your heart.

NikolaiPearlBeautiful and real - you have a lot of respect for this person.

HugoLanternThe person who sees ( Read more... )

Well, after careful consideration.. I think I'm going to give this another go. I originally started writing here as a way of documenting my life and my world the way I see it, it also helps me write and express myself, something that isn't that easy these days.

So it's been two .. no three years since I last wrote in my journal. I can smell an ( Read more... )

Hehe, what the fuck?

Well, I must say, I'm surprised! I always new this existed, but after 2 year, I couldn't quite remember what I used it for! Reading back, it's funny how things have changed! Although, I'm not really liking those lemon mood-con things. How things have changed. Maybe I should start using this a little more. Reading back, I forgot ( Read more... )

I went for drinks at Nikolai’s yesterday night, it was fun. I love drinking at his place, it’s really laxed out and almost everyone departs feeling the night was not wasted. Jo brought something interesting to my attention as Nikolai, Tama herself and I entered the property: two weeks ago at Nik’s 18th, we made a promise to do this again in two ( Read more... )

Hey mum,

Everyone, I'd just like to inform you that my mum has been reading my livejournal, and probably has been doing so for a great amount of time. Cheers mum, that's really honourable of you. If you wanted you know, you could have just asked and told me to tell the truth. I like the way that you saved the address of this page in your documents ( Read more... )