So i was walking out my front door to go have dinner with some of my friends, for one of our last hang outs before i leave this god awful place, and there he was pulling in my driveway. I tried to get to my car fast so i could just drive away with out seeing him, but he got out of his car quickly,and stopped me. Him:"I've been calling you and left ( Read more... )

ok so im back in the buffalo area for the time being. ill be going on a small vacation from may 6th til the 11th. ill be taking my happy ass back down to texas to see my friends and my hunny sergiy. alot of shit happened while i was gone. yes i got married, and about a week and a half later it was annulled. that fucking bastard. he caught on to my ( Read more... )

i and a dream about becky and her friend terry. for some reason me and terry had to find becky to go to this huge hew years party. terry and i were like best friends and we were driving around south buffalo in this really nice truck. becky had this mansion/ castle thingy, but she wasnt allowed to leave it until she did her chores. so terry and i ( Read more... )

....i have absolutly no money. Not even a penny to my name. My cell phone got shut off cuz i couldnt afford to pay the bill this month. i cant even afford to put gas in my car or to get x mas presents. i got laid off from adelphia over a month ago and was collecting unemployment. i come to find out they are withholding my last check because ( Read more... )

i wish you would be more open with me. and i know thats probably not going to happen.

but i can dream cant I?

You've got to be fucking kidding me, right?

Everybodys talking all this shit about me, why dont they just let me live?

Is it possible for my dad to use his own damn toothbrush? every like 5 days i have to get a new one. or search the closet for a new one. i finally decided everytime i get a toothbrush i have to write my name with perm. black marker on it, so his fat nasty ass stops using my shit. i even had to write it on my soap box. (i have to have special soap ( Read more... )

Ok so no longer will everybody and thier brother read my journal. It will be friends only. So if you wanna be able to read it and you not on the friends list email me or whatever.

i havent been able to sleep. You think you have bad luck. if i had a movie of my life and showed it to you, youd see the real meaning of bad luck. I dont have things easy. Im not perfect either, and im not going to pretend that i am. Im only human. we all make mistakes.