so after months of secrecy and dodging on his part, I finally found his other live journal. What upsets me is not the fact that he didnt trust me but that he assumed far too much...Bane, I *did* say I felt for you reguarding your leg,I also asked if it was the screws. I talked to you on AIM right after it happened. it was not for long, but we did ( Read more... )

well, I had originally planned to have a costume to enter the masquerade ball at Aresia this year, but alas, I sit here with the framework of my mask still not finished, let alone covered and ready for public consumption. not to mention, the rest of the costume. money and time have been at a premium. I'm taking it with me to work on, but my latest ( Read more... )

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I keep seeing people doin these silly quizzes...so I thought I would catch up a little lol

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I know its been a long time, people are wondering where the hell Ive dissapeared to. well here I am. Im in the frozen fucking north...dover,NH. for the past week tempuratures have been hovering around 0. wind chill makes it feel like -30 or so. according to weather.com. right now its saying -13. but that changes like my four layers of socks. I ( Read more... )

ok so its been since oh I dont know, valentines day or thereabouts no? ok lets step back and take a look and see what has happened. when we last left our favorite bird she was gushy and in love. in that aspect nothing has changed. since we mlast posted I have been involved in 5 faires, I admit it, IM a rat of many talents. hawking, leather, furs, ( Read more... )

have you ever had a vision, without realizing its value untill months or years later when it happens, or...on the other wing, you get a vision so vivid, you know exactly what it means without a shadow of a doubt, even though it goes against all you have told yourself would happen in life ( Read more... )

as always Im hyper as hell, happy as usual. but still have at least one thing to bitch about. thats work. things are getting better but I still do not like my managers. they dont like me its a mutual thing. Im going tomorrow and applying for a new job. as much as I like my job I just cant afford to keep it. I need something a little more worth my ( Read more... )

ok so its been about a week and some change, and Im still as bouncy as ever. those that read my last post were probably wondering."ok so where does Kismet come into play?" Weeeelll......its like this, After I met Bane at Goodtimes, I decided to start teaching myself to knit. yes..knit, as in yarn. Ive knitted chainmail before but never yarn. so I ( Read more... )

ok ok ok ok ALOT has happened since last I updated with words in my journal. last post was a poem yeah, but that didnt tell what was going on in my life. a little back history is in order here ( Read more... )