natasha IM'd me going ( Read more... )

had my art lesson.
it was alright.
shana came over.
saw date movie.
it was weird, funny, strange, random.
which was good.
so it was good.
then went to wahoos.
ate taquitos.
yum.

im home.
blah.
i want to talk to Frank.

at this moment, im okay ( Read more... )

youd think just maybe..
not thinking about stuff, will make it better..
or getting out, and doing things..getting your mind off your thoughts..
would maybe help..

it doesnt.

why wont things just come to an end.
why wont things cease.
why wont they stop.
why do they continue to exist.

im lost.
im done.
im nothing.
im gone.
fuck this.
im sick of it.
time for more pills
maybe.

something is terrible wrong with me..

why on earth am i even alive ( Read more... )

hung out with Amy.
had fun.
ate soup.
rocky horror.
talked.
laughed.
goodness.
new friend yay :]

something on the side is bothering me.

eh.

my house smells good.

im sick ( Read more... )

i dont know whats happening. whats going on. whats taking place ( Read more... )