so basically...my cousin and his mom, want me to CHANGE. as in my appearance ( Read more... )

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. And recognize that every day won't be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair remember it's only in the black of night you see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes, or ( Read more... )

i feel like a rag that has gotten wet and all the water has been squeezed out of it ( Read more... )

so this weekend i didnt do much. phone calls to Frank were made endlessly but there was never an answer ( Read more... )

i took 3 pills last night when im supposed to only be taking 1

and i found myself being really slow

and this morning i slept in till 1130, which i never do.

so i guess they made me extremely tired too

god ive fucked up ( Read more... )

so i was trying to get back with Frank.
i understand for him to be like what the hell..and be a little questioning..

but it feels like hes done with me or soemthing..
doesnt love me anymore...
doesnt want anything to do with me now..

god ive fucked up

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im sick of people ( Read more... )

called Frank ( Read more... )

i feel so weird right now. i seriously dont ever feel life anymore, i dont feel the concept of reality anymore. i dont feel anything. the air that i breathe doesnt taste or fill me up like it used to. i no longer taste, feel, touch, hear, things like i used to. i feel like all my senses are numb. or lost ( Read more... )