Which was a few days before All Hallows Eve.

My brother/friend of Bears came home from his second tour overseas.  SHOUT OUT TO TEAL, BEST BROTHER EVER!!  He went back to Iraq again on Friday the 6th.  I miss having him around...it's just not the same being in Chi without having Teal here.

V has been devirginized in the Blunt department!! 
We spent a ( Read more... )

  I've had V take a few pictures of me...and Panda!  I'll even put them all under a fancy little cut thingy, so they don't take up an assload of room on my loyal readers pages.  ;)  haha


( lots of pictures behind here )

 I'm seriously getting pissed off at my mom.  She can't just leave things where you put them.  She goes around behind you, moving shit around, stashing it in weird places.  I FUCKING HATE IT!!!!!!  Leave my shit where I leave it.  I literally can't find half of my things right now.  I have no fucking clue where it could be.  I am sick of it.  I ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to keep anything in my stomach for more than a few hours, for the last weekand a half.

I don't really know how I feel about anything right now.  I'm waiting for Bear to get home from work (he works nights) and I'm really bored.  He might quit tomorrow if they don't have his paycheck ready.  This is the second week that checks ( Read more... )

I hope it's not the swine flu ( Read more... )

I never really posted anything since we left Eugene - I don't feel like giving all the details of Daddy's wake.  It was really hard to stand there while everyone that knew him told me how sorry they were, and that he was such a great person and how much I must miss him and so on.  a lot of people didn't recognize me because they haven't seen me ( Read more... )

On saturday Bear and I took shrooms again.  It was wonderful.  His boss invited us over, and six people split an ounce.  They were creeper mushies fo' sho'...and the fact that we only had one small bowl to smoke didn't help ( Read more... )

Bear drove me to Covallis yesterday, so I could go to the funeral home and make the arrangements for Daddys creamation, property distribution and memorial planning.  I was sort of in a daze the whole time.  I'm still in a daze, numb, confused, and unable to focus on anything for more than a second.

Mama is sending me a check out of my school account ( Read more... )

Mama called yesterday at about noon and said that he wasn't going to last long.  Her and V got in the car after much debating about whether we could handle seeing him in the hospital, drove up from Chi and picked me up, and we drove to Corvallis to see him ( Read more... )

I'm the root of all that's evil, but you can call me cookie!!

I FUCKING LOVE THE BLOODHOUND GANG!!!!!

I be jammin to youtube right now.  I love having my computer back!