Poisoned Heart ( Read more... )

so i have been really weird lately kinda of angry and depressed and uninterested in things. i've have had a really bad attitude...well I was admitted to Mass gen hosp on Friday and came home Saturday i have been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes so I am started to get things back onto gear and i am hoping to go back to church and work ands start ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say thank you to all the people who responded to my previous post i jsut needed to vent and get it out of my system. i actually didn't expect anyone to read it i mena i haven't posted in like 10 months.. but thank you al for your support and I think i'll take this to the professionals now...

I have been getting really depressed lately all my family does is make me feel like shit and almost worthless. if my moms eats all her cheese sticks she goes around and tells everyone i ate it fuck you and my brother came home from work last night and says you didn't eat all my pizza did you?/ you mother fucker like i'm gonna come home and eat an ( Read more... )

I have been getting really depressed lately all my family does is make me feel like shit and almost worthless. if my moms eats all hercheese stics she goes around and tels everyone i ate it fuck you and my brother came home from work last night and says you didn't eat all my pizza did you?/ you mother fucker like i'm gonna come home and eat an ( Read more... )

Hey ya'll I just to work I was 15 minutes late when i was supposed to be working in the store totally forgot!!! not a very smart move!!! so i get here log on and go to myspace ACCESS DENIED AAHH wqhAt do I do with my lilfe no myspace or aim!!!!!!!!! those bastards!! so here i am and all i can do is go into livejournal im kinda uppset I have to go ( Read more... )

Hello I have some bad news I have recently fallen into old habits... I wish I hadn't... for the past couple weeks I have been cutting again... My legs are covered all over =(..... I have been doing off and on for 6 years now and I think its about damn time I stopped... I have been "uncut" since last augast thats was like 7 months.. and I blew it ( Read more... )

AAHAHHHH I FUCKING HTE PEOPLE SO MUCH............. WELL PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY THERE REAL GOOD FRIENDS WITH ME THEN THEY GO AND MAKE FUN OF MY FRIEND OF FUCKING 6 YEARS I DON'T THINK SO SRRY YOUR DONE BITCH....... I DONT NEED THIS SHIT I HAVE ENOUGH TO WORRIE ABOUT IM SO PISSED I JUST WANNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF.....I HATE EVERYONE SO MUCH WHY DO PEOPLE

okay so yesterday I was so bored and then katie called me and we went to kohls and bouhgt some stuff... It was very exciting!!! lol .. then I got hom eand decided that I was gonna hang with Amy skeeve and Eric We wnet to Skeves house and watched saw.. it was ok after that we went went to bring eric home but he sis nt eant to go home so we went to ( Read more... )

today I woke up and then I did homework with katie and watched some salad fingers katie go tme hooked heheheh... Then I went to the mall and bought the rapture cd and some T-shirts and a guage 8 tongue ring a pendulum and yeah thats it then i went to my friend katies grandparents house to see how they are because there sick.. and then I came home ( Read more... )