It's been so long! I always plan on writing in this thing more, but then I just get too busy with stuff ( Read more... )

I'm basically writing this entry, which will probably end up extraordinarily long or maybe in parts, so that I can remember where I came from and track my progress. Perhaps this journey will also raise awareness of anxiety, phobias, and especially a little thing called emetophobia. Today I started taking Celexa, which is an anti-depressant/anti- ( Read more... )

So since my last update, I've been accepted into the Delta Epsilon Sigma national honor society. The induction into that is the same night as the awards ceremony...April 20th. So that's gonna be a looong night. My mom's gonna take me shopping to hopefully get a few outfits that are appropriate for this and my psych presentation and Psi Chi ceremony ( Read more... )

So I know I've been updating on my health a lot recently and maybe that's boring, but whatever :P I have more news. I've got a doctor's appointment for April 4th to talk to her about getting on some anxiety meds. Hopefully all will go well with that. I've been doing pretty good with trying to not get stressed out...although college and living in ( Read more... )

OK so here's a brief update on the health situation. My mom talked to one of the psychiatrists that works with her at Acadia and they suggested that I get another appointment with my doctor and make a request for the drug Effexor XR to help with my anxiety. She also said that if my doctor didn't want to order it for me, to have her refer me to a ( Read more... )

Ok so this past week I had my doctor's appointment. My new doctor is Russian and has a pretty bad accent, but seemed nice. However, she didn't seem to know a whole lot about anything. Buttt I got referred to get an endoscopy done. I had this done thursday at the hospital. It wasn't really too bad. The worst part was putting the IV in 'cause my body ( Read more... )

It's annoying when you tell someone all about how other people upset you and what it is they do that hurts you and then they just turn around and do it to you too. I just want to graduate already and start a new life with the one person I know truely cares about me and that I know I can always count on. Thank God I'll be going home tomorrow. I ( Read more... )

Ok. So now I'd like to write a positive entry about how thing are going. I've been doing really well this semester. I haven't missed any classes. I've done really well on all assignments, papers, and tests. I'm just about done with the writing process of my senior sem. My paper's about 35 pages long and all that I have left to do is my conclusion ( Read more... )

So I got this idea about just talking about my life and stuff from my favorite show, which you should all know is One Tree Hill! Well, in that show the character Peyton starts talking about everything she's been through and all her fears for the future and whatnot on a podcast. Well, I don't have a podcast so I guess this is the next best thing. So ( Read more... )

I'm getting really tired of everyone around me constantly talking about how they feel sick and whatnot. Apparently they have NO IDEA what it's like to have an extreme phobia. I hate this. I wish they'd just stay away from me and not mention such things to me.