Nothing makes me happy anymore. I still try to attend shows but I look around at the people attending them and they are all younger than me. I feel like my time has come and gone and I've made nothing of it. It's time to pass on.

Pretty much should just give up hope of reuniting with the closest friends I've ever had.

I said i'd post suicidal entries but i dont really have anything to write about. i'll share with you though two months ago i landed in the hospital for my weak attempt at trying to OD on paracematol (sp?) (anyway it was the only thing left in the medicine cabinet). they put a drip up my nose and made me swallow some awful charcoal liquid shit ( Read more... )

I will use this to continue posting suicidal entries

I'm bored, broke and friendless. What is one to do?

to me.

Someone hire me.

There is nothing left to update anymore.

I'm turning this LJ over to someone less dreadful. I think you will like her better. Then maybe someone will read it.

Night.

I went to school a little early so I had lunch in Newport Beach to kill time. The weather is so nice by the ocean (around the high 70s, low 80s, no humidity, good breeze) compared to where my house was farther inland (around the high 90s). But anyway its one of those days where I actually like Southern California. As a lover of rain I naturally ( Read more... )