i just smoked like 6 cigarettes in a row after not having any for like 3 months. so it's come to this...

no worries, sis, i'm not about to take it up.

so apparently i make weird faces at people without even knowing it and no one told me until today! i'm trying not to stress about it too much but it really weirds me out that a lot of people might think i don't like them when in reality i like everyone! i LOVE people. so this is a really strange thought to me. i guess i need to be more aware of ( Read more... )

i guess it's just been so long since i've painted with oils, i'm not adjusted to the fumes and all right now. not to mention it's an incredibly impractical medium for illustration. one would have to wait a week to be able to scan it ( Read more... )

i just did laundry for the first time in like 5 weeks. this has been very satisfying. and i will NEVER go that long without doing it ever again. i miss dragging my hamper to the elevator to get to the basement, and that being as far as i had to go to get to those blessed machines ( Read more... )

well first of all, i remember being such a livejournal nerd that every time something cool or interesting happened my first thought was "i have to put this in my livejournal." of course that was about 4 years ago. did i get cool or something? or am i just too forgetful nowadays to remember to do anything except maybe eat. and sleep sometimes. ( Read more... )

my viz comm class today was three hours long, after two other three hour classes, and it consisted mainly of sitting in my seat listening to the professor talk. and i was fucking RIVETED the whole time, to the point i didn't realize how much my ass hurt until i stood up on our short break. not sure if it was the british accent or if he's just a ( Read more... )

One simple question: if death is something to be feared because it is an end to existance, why do we never turn around and wonder about the "beginning" of existance? If after death, you're just...gone, or in heaven or hell, where are we before birth? Matter itself cannot be spontaneously generated or destroyed out of existance, it always becomes ( Read more... )

at least for a little while. world inferno show tonight, sweaty and dehydrating experience, but fun all the same. i got carded for a 16+ show by the way. i guess they had nothing better to do because i know i don't look younger than 16. ran into a much of kids from school, fun stuff. makes me excited for next semester ( Read more... )

craziness at work today. worked the whole restaurant alone for six hours, big headache now, but mucho dinero...

no bueno y muy bueno.

philadelphia tomorrow! (after work of course)

MONEY SUCKS. ASS.