Soo...I've been really busy with work and school lately and am now looking for a place for my friend and I to move into...Life has been a combination of both really good things and some really bad things...but in general, while I'm awake during the day I'm happy and can fake being content...but at night, that's when I know that I'm not that happy ( Read more... )

Sooo, I've got a job interview today at Sams Club in Oakwood, I hope that goes well...other than that, school has been school. I've been making a few friends and seeing more and more friends that I used to hang out with when I lived here...I'll see someone and It's like I came back from the dead, they spazz out and get all talkative and I end up ( Read more... )

Wow, i've been gone from LJ for so long that now when I log on it says "Welcome back to Live Journal..."...lol. So, I started college and It's actually quite fun. I'm enjoying myself. I still have to find a job and whatnot, but I can do that. I've been hanging out a lot with David and his friends and I've been seeing a lot of people I used to go to ( Read more... )

I just want to go cry now. My eyes have been prickly all day and I just want to sit and cry out my life in my room that's filled with a white powdery dust over everything and boxes all over the place. I don't know what my problems is. Even my dreams have been crazy. I want an escape, and yet I'm half afraid to escape from here. *huggs stuffed ( Read more... )

Well London Bridge isn't quite falling down, but London definately got a shock yesterday. 2 days ago everyone was soooo happy cause we won the bid for the 2012 Olympics and everyone in London was happy coming to work yesterday and you could just feel a sense of happiness for those who cared about it all around you...then about 910 yesterday morning ( Read more... )

Why can't I bring myself to cry over the things that I should be crying over??? Why can't I cry for the people who have left or for the people I'm leaving? Why the fuck am I crying over things that I imagine will happen when I move when I have actual things that have happened or are about to happen here??? Why do I wanna cry out of frustration and ( Read more... )

Clash-Should I Stay or Should I Go ( Read more... )

I've just started crying randomly and it's not even over what I should be crying over. I just wanna reach inside and rip out this hollow feeling and watch it pulse in my hand before I squish it into dust. I want to put the dust in a box and bury it in the deepest trench in the ocean where it can never be touched again by anyone or anything. Why ( Read more... )

So tomorrow starts my first day in London w/o Ian or Teej...What am I going to do??? I'll go to work just like any other day...My parents asked me this morning what I had planned for tonight and the rest of the week, and I turned to them and just gave them a look like "Icantbelieveyoujustaskedthat" Maybe this weekend I'll take Tara somewhere or go ( Read more... )

Matt, I'm doing it again, except this time it isn't you.