So, after the past 2 weeks of being overly spazz/angry with anyone who so much as looked at me, I had a good day yesterday. Work went by fairly quick and then I went over to Ian's house. We got online and he took his brother's computer and I used the house computer and we chatted to peeps in a chatroom while talking to eachother in the same room ( Read more... )

I'm getting less sleep now than I have in a while and yet I'm happier now than I have been in a while. I'm still a confuzzled lil monkey about a lot of things, but I realize that I have people who love me and who are willing to help me through my stuffs and let me make my own choices and help me to make my own choices...lol...and some of them who ( Read more... )

I have to say that I'm sorry to someone. This someone knows who they are. Listen babe. I know I'm outta line on a lot of things that I say and or do. I know I have no excuse for the way I am and I know I can't say anyhing to make it all better. I really am sorry. You are always there and you are always willing to tolerate me when I'm at my worst. I ( Read more... )

I was gonna write a poem for you. It was gonna be oh so good. But I suck right now at the whole writing thing. Rather, I've decided to tell you straight out instead. No pretty flouncy words to make it look nice, just what comes out my head...I love you.

The Killers ( Read more... )

I'm an overly emotional person or so it seems...I gotta learn to not be like this. It will get me nowhere and it leaves me open and vulnerable.I hate it. My dad used to tell me I was the strongest person he knew, and now he treats me all fragile like and on more than one occasion recently he will say something and then back up and tell me 'Now don' ( Read more... )

I need to get free.

Normandy tomorrow...Bright and early. Bus load of boys and some parents scattered here and there. Can I tune them out or would it be better to play card games with the boys since I proved to them last time that they don't yet know how to read women. (thinks what a card game between Remy, Jono, Stayne and I would be like...Damn, I would lose then ( Read more... )

I've become impossible ( Read more... )

My life is about as clear as a reflection in a broken mirror in some old forgotten dream. I confuse myself, but I'm happily confused for the moment. I'm an odd person in the way that I tend to sound even more depressing when I'm happy than I do when I'm depressed. I have no clue how I do it, maybe I just sit here and worry that I'm happy cause ( Read more... )