Stress, stress, stress.

Work, family, money.

It's all stress.

Fuck you. Seriously, fuck you.

I will not start another year with tears because of you and what you can't give me. Fuck you.

I won't let you have this much power over me. I love you. And you can still fuck off. Until we are on the same page. Which will be never. Fuck you.

Now bring on 2017 aka The Year Of ME! :)

I really looked at my money tonight. I am legit broke. No more coffee out for awhile (except Wednesday after labs for work) and I will commit to packing my lunch. I'm going to be putting another $600 on a credit card next week for tires. They cannot wait and I just don't have any money at this time.

I'm reclaiming the power that I willingly gave away.

And still feel restless. But a little better.

Good coffee today, great visit planned for tomorrow with my grandma and a relaxing Friday evening at home.

Feeling alone and restless lately.

I can't concentrate on anything and my normal websites are just boring me. FB is boring. Can't get into any of the books that I bought in Tennessee.

Feeling alone. Because I feel like I can't share things with certain friends. I feel that certain friends are so fucking self involved and never ask how I'm doing or ( Read more... )

Jen called to tell me her mom died ( Read more... )

I'm sure I'm alone in this thinking and everyone will tell me I'm wrong, but Adele's voice grates on my nerves and I would much rather listen to anything other than her sing.

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This was fun and maybe next year Oliver will appreciate it a little bit more! We sped through at a very fast pace but had a great time.

I'm still recovering from the Garth concert last Saturday. I feel drained and tired. But it was oh so worth it. Our seats were awesome!! And if he comes to Cincinnati or Columbus I will travel to see him again ( Read more... )