Credit card bill being paid today, my head hurts. Max signed on last night and officially hates me. I mean, what did I do? I was just honest... Basically... our friendship seems to be over. I always knew we were getting there but I figured as long as we said hi to each other on the internet every now and then we could still be best friends. I mean ( Read more... )

Sarah downloaded Shoop. My weakness is horny black women singing about various sexual positions ( Read more... )

My mom's yelling at me for being fat. I'm not too happy about that.

So... I miss Evan. Today I hope to hang out with Sarah... I miss her and love her so much. Well, I have realized that I am a total morning person. I am really refreshed right now. I go to sleep at like 11 or 12 and wake up around 7 totally happy. Yet another way I hit puberty but didn't... (using Ms James' term hahaha) Anyway, in addition to the no ( Read more... )

Evan and I are planning to go EAT LOTS O SEXY FOOD. Anyone who wants to join us call my cell.

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Not last night, but yesterday night I had a dream about why Sarah is mad at me... it made no sense. I can usually trust my dreams but this time it seems hard. After that I had a very inspirational dream. Inspiring in the sense that it was so terrifying that I wrote it down and am using it as my English midterm ( Read more... )

I'm seriously worried.... is Sarah mad at me?

This is bothering me. If she were mad at me I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't fix it. I truly love her. So much.

New speakers that rock. New phone that rocks even my speakers. IMAGE SHOTS of me and Evan. Paul and Jeremy action figures that rock everything- my socks, the house, my cock, my world. You name it- they rock it.

My god... I've ruined my life. My life is the best it's ever been... and Sarah hates me. Ok- so good plus bad equals... nothing. I wish I hadn't posted that I hate her. Please forgive me... PLEASE OMFG

We went to Chamiza again last night... then my mom got mad.