I'm not gonna fall for you... so please just go away.

Lalalalala.

I wanna join a Mandy Moore community but I'm afraid of what type of people I'll find in it. Mean people scare me and they'll probably be mean to me =(

Love hate, hate love- like for mama no?

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look in below (10:39:19 PM): And I don't care about many people at PAPA anyway...
look in below (10:39:36 PM): Basically they're just there so that the teachers don't pay too much attention to me and the people I give a shit about. <~~~!!!

Sorry, had to.

I know we'll be together forever. We resolved possibly the biggest conflict I've ever had with someone ever... and were still in love. He proved his love to me- I believe it more now when he takes my face, looks into my eyes and says he loves me, that he couldn't live without me. I understand now. We lay crying together on my top bunk- crying tears ( Read more... )

I'll tell you what it is... every time she calls him I feel jealous- but I can't show any emotion even close to that whilst on the medication- only self hatred. I blame myself... and I think that one day my actions are going to be remembered by him as "that bitch took the phone and said...". It's hard to think that eventually I am actually going to ( Read more... )

OMFUCKINGG

I just typed my name in the search thing... for no reason. It brought me to my user info page, naturally, and someone made my journal subtitle "Antone is a sexual fiend" SERIOUS WTF...!!!! I changed it. Whoever did that... you are on my hit list.

Day- great. Me and Evan went to Chamiza after dark with a few blankets and pillows. Fun stuff I say. Really.

Then we heard a woman screaming after we were finished- I think someone died. We ran outa there SO damn fast.

Fuck Sarah and Tim. Tim just commented in my fucking journal... and yeah.

I'm starting to wonder if you two ever liked me... or just used me for free dinners.

AND WTF IS WITH THE NEW JOURNAL UPDATE PAGE LAYOUT???

I miss life. I miss Max. I miss Sarah... most of all I miss depression. With Evan I can't be anything but happy. Is that good? I hope so.

Jerriff: Do you know what's gonna happen?
Sparky: No. But I have an idea... and it's not the best idea at that.
Jerriff: Makes sense.
Sparky: I hope not.