i'm sorry lj... i've missed you. I miss him, too. Sometimes a whole lot. It kills me when he randomly calls to say hi, and that he misses me. It feels so sad.

And now i'm caught in between two new guys, and I know that whichever way I choose to go, I'm going to make the wrong decision.

I wish this was all easier.

Oh LJ... it has been so long. I'm sorry that I ditched you for facebook. I'm back... i promise.

It's entirely possible that i have the BIGGEST crush ever... and it seems to be recipricated...

holy happy batman...

squee!

I love the random messages... <3

Jim got the job.
I'm so proud of that kid.

Stu's going away for a while.. i'm jealous and i'm gonna miss him.

I am in random pain, that is not pleasant, and i don't know when it'll go away.... i hate my body.

le sigh.

i feel like i'm about to have a nervous breakdown.

what an awesome night!!!!

seriously... i love the closeness.

i'm an idiot.
i said no, not going through it again.
and i didn't listen to myself... so now, i guess i'm going through it again.

FUCK.

because i'm bored... and kinda not wanting to do my workout ( Read more... )

i'm so done with guys.

maybe it's bad karma... i don't care anymore.

i shouldn't be mad... i never wanted him anyway...but still.... it stings like a bitch