Clean. The cleanest I've been. An end to the tears and the in-between years, and the troubles I've seen, now that I'm clean. You know what I mean. I've broken my fall; put an end to it all. I've changed my routine, now I'm clean. I don't understand what destiny's planned. I'm starting to grasp what is in my own hands. I don't claim to know where my ( Read more... )

Its 340 in the morning and I'm sitting at the grand street l stop waiting for the train back home. I left my lover. I left him with the tshirt he gave me to sleep in strewn across my spot on the right side of the bed. He always took the left side. He always took my side of the bed. I rubbed his back, layed with him, made love to him for the last ( Read more... )

i havent been on the computer in forever ( Read more... )

Ugh all in all today has just been horrible. This morning I woke up in such a good mood and then I got to the ferry and some fucking dude was preaching.. Legitimately preaching about god. That shit always irks me a little because I hate when people force their beliefs on me. I was raised catholic, and even confirmed, but I don't believe in that ( Read more... )

write this down. remember every word. you're not the things they told you way back then. you're so much more than ideas in your head, so bury them, and keep them so they can return when you're alone, and so that you can fight them in the end.

i'm suffering from extreme boredom which results in posting these anonymous question thangs.

comment anonymously or not and ask me anything under the sun, i'll answer truthfully.

"Fuct up visions in my head, I'm a fuct up kid is what they said but at least I know all the things I want and it's all the things I got ( Read more... )

"I've been condemned by those I love wishing me the worst as I try my best."