Comments | wideyed_sleeper: i'm alone

wideyed_sleeper

i'm alone

Jul 26, 2006 09:34

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malenone July 31 2006, 02:41:38 UTC

You haven't come here for a while.
I'm still thinking of the right things to say.
Hi Jennifer.

malenone August 9 2006, 17:32:10 UTC

I saw love in your eyes that night at Noah's party, like years ago. Please don't pretend that you want my company just to get a rise out of me, because that is just mean. I'm pretty sure that I just annoyed you (and our friends) most of the time, i guess. I did think that you weren't just "being nice" to me, but do you know when it feels like people are simply laughing behind your back, although i'm unsure. You know I would have shared my soul with you a time ago, and that emotion still exists. Perhaps I've gotten paranoid, cause damnit, I fucking like you. You told me that you weren't any good for me when it seemed you might just try to date me. How can we patch up the past? There is only one answer... acceptance. To accept eachother's faults and enjoy my love. Listen, not even I want to hang out with myself, so I understand how strange it seems to ask you to be closer to my inner circle. But please take me seriously. How much more can I say to you without breaking my heart, my confidence is overrun and dead. I love romances, yes, ( ... )

misunderstanding didnt understand it doesnt matter now we're back together again lalalalalala wideyed_sleeper August 10 2006, 17:09:52 UTC

oh darling oh my :) that comment i left was not supposed to be directed at you it was for a person i will always remember caring for but dont think i will ever sustain a decent relationship with them ever again. you on the other hand joe are an amazing guy i wish i spent more down time with. i have thought about dating you. i wanted to so bad. i loved holding your hand and looking in your eyes. you have a soul and mind like none other and eventhough im not very close to you i can sense it i can feel it. im very good at reading people and when i look in your eyes i can tell you are hiding in there. i never laughed at you. i felt the same nervous tension in my stomach in my heart that you did. when i spoke with aj about my feelings i believe the night we were supposed to go on a date to the movies and drama happened, but aj told me that i had to be careful with you and if i broke your heart i was in big trouble and its not that i thought id break your heart but what if something didnt work out i was afraid id lose the option of having ( ... )