im not sure anyone can read this entry... im trying to be more open i dont like making everything private and screening and deleting all my comments i have this journal for my own boredom enjoyment and connection to "friends" all i want is enjoyment and laughter and maybe sometimes a serious converstation but nothing like what had been going on ( Read more... )

Come hear the moon is calling,
The witching hour draws near,
Come hear the bell is tolling,
Mortals run in fear,
Prepare the altar now and hear the virgin cry,
Hold fast the sacrafice,
For now it's the time to die,
All hell breaks loose,
Hell's breaking loose.

hooray Venom tonight :)

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he will rise again
the beastmaster knows

stolen from my old journal out of boredom thought it might be fun but we will see who can be more creative and have more fun with this me or youuuuuu!!!! muahahaha ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do i dont know what im writting gosh i even confuse myself who am i talking to why am i feeling so down i cant let this build up inside of me i just want answers but im not sure how to ask the questions i dont want to be this im getting caught up in all these different feelings and emotions the days are passing and im losing ( Read more... )

reflection of light
and i'm past myself
confusion and loss
as i blast myself

something i had to put somewhere and all i had was a computer mutherfucker i cant believe there is no pen or paper for miles god dammnit!!! hopefully this will all settle in settle in settle in let it go and settle in stop it now just settle in breath out and settle in