Right now I'm probably at my lowest point in a few years. I can't stand myself, I can'tstand the fact that I CAN stand someone...who couldn't care lessa bout me anymore. Everyday I just want to die more and more, not be all dramatic i literally think about it everyday. I'm so confused and I dont know if anyone ever has, is or will be going through ( Read more... )

well..it has been qite some time. It's sad reading that last entry because so much has changed since then. Chirs bell is in the hospital in annarobor, and has been there for over a month and a half...nobody knows what there is to be done. Reeven is going to Germany the day after tomarrow... I have been through hell and back with matt, but we've ( Read more... )

Went to Fazoli's today, saw damn near a million people there. Kimi should be here soon lynsey and allison will be here soon enough. Chris Bell's tonight of course, like we do like everyday. Brad's supposed to come and bring his little grand ledge friends. If its just his little slutty friends he uses im kicking him out. no doubt about it. I'm quite ( Read more... )

its been a hella long time, i have moved on to the xanga, but i must say i miss this baby sometimee. mostly my little lemon. they dont let me have a little lemon on xanga. damn stright they dont. finals are this week, and then next weeks winterfest. im excited me kimi allison and lynsey are all getting ahotel room. and Lynsey's on court. also tight

yeah...im confised on stuff...i don't want to but i know what i have to do. it sucks but it's only temperary, i hope. it's been quite some time since i've written in this. yeah.....i'm gonna go and make kimi some breakfast now though shes a hungry beast!

kidding kimi..i love you.

he knows i don't care if he drinks. he just shouldn't lie.

napoleon was fun though,

im sick.

god, I'm mad at him. i wouldn't care if he drank, he KNOWS i don't care when he drinks, but not when he promises me he won't. Other than that it was fun, napoleon three times now. grand. i hope he's not mad at me...i just had to leave......

I AM SICKLY. and i have to go to dorothy wagner's house anyways.

BAHHHHH

damn ditity damn damn. JOE DENARDOS ONLINE! he's a funny fellow. my throat hurts. im bored. need to pee. bye.

perfect.

IM HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! joy to the fucking world. school starts tomorrow...bah. i'll have to spend the last day of my glorious summer burning cds.... whoa is me.