i feel so shitty. i havn't written in this thing ina while...absolutly nothing has been going on. NOTHING I SAY. Matt was already mad at me because i went to the concert, but i actually got to see him today and i guess i simply fucked something up once again, it's as if i'm the scum of the earth with him. i swear to christ i don't try to do ( Read more... )

last night was really fun, the guys from Farwell are awesome, and they're music got so much better..seeing steel train was so weird, we were just devouring pizza outside the show and all the sudden the lead singers like...hey where'd you get that? do they sell slices? so we jsut gave him some of ours and we hung outside and chatted about drive thru ( Read more... )

i just got back from the farwell concert. it was sweet we hung out with the singer of steel train..whoo

the boys were marvelous!!!!!! couldn't be better, they were superb! Jaquan pointed at me during a song and i felt recognized. Chaz was really good, and makes cute faces when playing. That nick kid's actually funny. I finally talked to that ricky kid i've heard so much about, he seemed nice enough..he strangly dissapeared though..hmmm... i think ( Read more... )

I found myself hating the television today. While searching thought all the channels i was disgusted by the endless amount of shows on celebrity's and their self prescribed scandals, as "they" say ( still not knowing who "they" is) no press is bad press. Leading me to believe they can't help but leave their naughty sex tapes everywhere. The ( Read more... )

damn it...damn it all to hell...matt called, we got in a little dispute over my hair dying descion...aww well..and i take back what i wrote in the last entry, i love him...fail to say plays their first show tomarrow and im excited!!! mustt sleeppp!

i've gone from feeling deathly sick to being mad..and fast. I just realized that while im sitting here wishing i would finally die and stop laying here completely near it, matt's at home he just hasn't called me in like forever. And if he does call me it will be late and he'll get all pissy cuz ill be sleeping or something. And i dont have my ( Read more... )

i think i may be dying. my lungs are simply drowning in something..i keep coughing a breathing is hard...damnit a few days ago i was healthy as a bear!!(alli and joelle) i didnt do much today, i went out to eat with my mom and then came home and painted a lot...i got four whole paintings done. im proud. im hungry, but cant eat..bah. there's nothing ( Read more... )

im pretty sure im falling ill...my throat is sore, and im coughing something fierce... damn the man, spring break is supposed to be fun. my nose needs to kindly stop spurting snot forth, simply unexceptable. Hannah, you need to sleep, if Cam's asleep you know it's getting bad ( Read more... )

me so bored. me so bored. me so bored. Allison and Joelle left for New York this morning,Matt's in school, There's band practice at 5, Justin's still eating his damn sub, and Kimi's blowdrying her hair in the other room. I should go tanning today..I'm pale. Matt's uber tan, I mean he's always kinda tan..but now, damn Caymen....my pasty ass seems ( Read more... )