friendly death

[wiink]

i cant take the way i feel any longer i hate not having a family i hate not having anybody i can look up to and not being close with anyone i feel like i really just dont wanna live sure i can pretend to be happy and put on a how for everyone and act happy but thats not who i really am and whoi i really am is a kid who stays up late everynight

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[emil_emili]

Hey don't be sad I love you. We're getting married still, right?

yes

[wiink]

of course who wouldnt wanna marry u

[_thatssoyou]

derek i know we don't really talk much, and everything, but if you ever need someone to talk to, i will always be right here.