i always thoguht i had everything figured out. well i was more wrong then anyone ever could be, well i think so. so whoever i may have hurt in the last few years of my life, just know i am sorry, and on the real, i hurt myself more than anyone else. now i realize i am the biggest idiot around, not anyone else but myself ( Read more... )

omg help i am stuck in havenwyck right now and its liek a fucking prison shit g2g i love u cait

so the last few days have been the best ever...........NOT ( Read more... )

i hate how i a make people feel and i hate the way i feel. the only person who ever tottaly understood me is gone forever and i will never see her again. i hate not knowing exactly what is gonna happen to my mom no one will really tell me the truth................one minute i hear she is gonna be fine but i also she needs radiation but if she was ( Read more... )

so the last year my mom has been struggling with her throat and her losing her voice a lot. she had visited many doctors before and they all just made up some lame fucking diagnosis. last week the dr told her she was gonna have tyo have surgery and she went in and had it and aftyer the surgery they discovered that what tghey removed was cancer and ( Read more... )

so over this break i have done nothing but eat a lot a whole lot, i am finaly over 200 pounds and now i have to deal with the fact that i am fat and turn it into muscle. caitlin finaly convinced me that my hair should be black so i let her die it and i dont think it looks all that bad ( Read more... )

so today i heard about this guy who once knew this lady that could of saved EYE this WANT one TO guys FUCK mom YOU but IT didnT WILL know BE how FUN so YOU instead WHO he YOU slept ARE with her brother that ended up being his mother and now like i am realted to my mom and my dad at the same time in a weird sorta way

i got my baby back the only one who will ever make me happy and i am proud to admit i am the stupidest person ever for thinking i would be better without her and she uis the nicest person ever for taking me back
i love her soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much so much no one will ever understand

i hate that people can be mad at me and think bad of me because i broke up with cait ( Read more... )

i cant take the way i feel any longer i hate not having a family i hate not having anybody i can look up to and not being close with anyone i feel like i really just dont wanna live sure i can pretend to be happy and put on a how for everyone and act happy but thats not who i really am and whoi i really am is a kid who stays up late everynight ( Read more... )