the last two days have been brilliant and the reason for that is the one and only beautiful cait. monday we spent all day at my house doing what we usually do. and then tuesday we spent the day at her house playin ping ppong which we happen to be pros at. this firday i think i am movin into dillonsbecasue football starts on monday i think.THE ( Read more... )

well today i did a lot of thinking about a lot of different things. the first thing i thought about was how much i love my baby girl caitlin and about all the great memories we already have. she is not only my girlfriend she is also my best friend., i am so comfortable around her and feel like i can tell her anything. i spent all yesterday with her ( Read more... )

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well tonight has been a really hard night for me. i was with caitlin and i was watchin tv, some show was on and all of sudden it said something about a kid dieing young wich made me forget about something that happened that still haunts me until this day. well i havent really told anyone this and i dont know where to start but i feel like i really ( Read more... )

well today was a very very exciting day kinda, after a long night last night of substance abusing me and ryan woke up after 3 hours of sleep and went and worked out which obviously was a lotta fun. then cait, anthiny, heidi, sarah, and of course em went out to eat at leo's which was very tasty. and then the best part of the night came when it was ( Read more... )

yeah umm this is a shot out to my shorty caitlin for making my live journal look so wonderful so everyone should comment and tell her how awesome she did for me and everyone should find a shorty to do the same for u but not mine but anyways i am aemrsbgfafn oawefh
love u cait and homies

right now i am up thinking of my baby caitlin but at the same time watching the tom green show,. i am feeling a ton better do to caitlin and all of my supportive friends. i also found out a good way to relieve stress is to sit on the shower and masturbate for as long as u can possibly do. so next time any of u need a remedy to feeling low go turn ( Read more... )

wow things just keep getting worse. and it feels like i am to blame for all of it. my family is being destroyed and i am to blame, this whole time i really thought i wasnt doing anything this bad to make something like this happen but i guess i would never know until something like this happens.

tonight i found out that u dont need bling to be in hip hop, actually its the opposite. and i also thought about how all i need is my shorty caitlin keepin it real for me and representin for me, no doubt. all i need is a beat and bia to provide the hook and i coulp spit a rhyme something like this YO NELLY YOUR STYLE AINT REAL AND UR NOT UNIVERSAL ( Read more... )

after a few months of deep thought, it is now in my best interest to come out of the closet i have been hiding in for so long. by now u might know what this is all about, i regret to inform u........... i am gay/so if u dont want to be my friends any more i will sure understand.
thank you truly
your friend ****