Dave thinks i am not updating in this journal so i am gonna update. Secondly Nicky and Michele have my other journal name and they are on my friends list and i dont want what i have to say right now to go to them ( Read more... )

Ok... Not only is he hacking my journal... he is threatening to turn his back on issy. Fuck me over i dont give a shit. But bring a 3 year old in the middle of it and i got a fucking problem. It isnt her fault i am this supposed heartless skank. Hate me.. I dont care. Hurt my kid and there will be pain beyond your imagination. As of now i am sizing ( Read more... )

i hope everyone is having a happy easter ( Read more... )

so the name calling has started. Now i am a slut. I swear to god i will fucking move with issy and dissappear if he keeps this shit up. I was not with him. He wanted us to be just friends. How does "things are going good between us" = " i wanna be with you"? He was the one saying he didnt want a relationship. I told him repeatedly that i wasnt ( Read more... )

ok.. i got something to say here.I told someone they didnt want to read my journal. They still did. Now there is "darkness" poems being written. I said all along i didnt know what i wanted. Fuck .. i still dont know. All i know is some shit happened. Where it goes from there i dont know. I dont need you trying to make me feel bad. I was honest ( Read more... )

*screams and bangs head on desk in frustration* I am so fucking confused and lost as to what to do right now. GRRRR...
I am tired. I think i might go lay down. Because my friends are telling me the same shit i know. But the one question i need answered isnt being answered. *sigh*

LOVIN IT!!! Really good movie! Highly recommended. Johnny Depp was great in it. Yes most definatly a good movie:)

Thursday Thursday was an interesting day. Alan popped over after going down town to apply for college. He stayed here and talked to dave because they are both gonna be in the same working field. So they sat here until kaylie came over and yelled at him for not comming to get her. Then he came back. We started talking and then he left. He knocked ( Read more... )

I am tired.. i slept all day.. but i am still freaking tired. Also I got this pounding headache. I just have no patience for anyone at this point. i am just tired off the bullshit.

Kathy is looking for me again. I dont know why but she called Dave's house. I dunno what to do. I love her alot, but i dont know if i wanna go threw the shit again. She stopped talking to me over 40 dollars i didnt take. I mean she even found the money in her purse after she accused me. Now who in thier right mind would steal money and put it back ( Read more... )