Oopsie, nearly a month. I was stoned the entire time. I wish I was kidding in the least, but you know me. It's very early right now, just a little past 9 a.m. and I haven't slept yet. I spent all night working on drum tracks on my new computer program toy. I feel like one of those cartoons where they stick toothpicks in your eyelids to keep ( Read more... )

Who wants to date me? My girlfriend's dead again, I'm lonely? I smoke a lot of pot but I write long entries about how beautiful you are when I'm high. And when I'm not. I'm in a band?

http://www.vmatrix.com/production/beautiful/beautiful.html

Hello everyone. Come to my band's show on the 26th. The Canyon Club in Agoura Hills. We will blow your minds and make you look at music in a completely new light ( Read more... )

Halloween was fun. I am a child at heart and dressed up, of course, even though I'm in my mid-20s. Marieh dressed up too, well, sort of. I made her wear her FHM outfits and instead of scaring the children who came to our door for candy she likely turned them on. We did pass out candy for a few hours, though I smoked up prior to that and ate ( Read more... )

My girlfriend is angry with me because I'm "never around."  I never knew I had a life outside of her; for two years now I've based the lack thereof around her.  Trying not to be hurt by her words is like trying not to get burnt when you're touching a hot stove.  Trying not to scream out in pain when a gallon of boiling water falls over your skin; ( Read more... )

I can't hit post until Marieh tells me if she'll make me burritos. It is a big thing and it also answers my v.i. question.

That, or I'll update once I figure out if I still have a girlfriend.

Who didn't see that coming?  In any event, I'm proud of you man.  For you know, going after what was yours to begin with?  You know what I mean, don't get all PC on me and tell me she is not your property, ok?  Right on.  We'll smoke a bowl and celebrate by scaring Dirk into an heartattack because we're at their pool with the twins.  Sounds good.

The most important person in my life turned another page in her current chapter and I was part of it and I took her to Disneyland and we sat on the back of the Jeep and smoked before we went on too many rides and when she got sick I held back her hair and she swore to God she was going to throw up on me but then she told me she loved me and I ( Read more... )

Do you remember when you were little and you'd be playing with your younger sister or brother or older cousins. And when an adult came near you'd drop down and pretend you were sleeping, always snoring too loud and shouting in "nightmares." Or maybe you'd be completely silent sleeping, hoping that you could catch a word they'd utter about you, or ( Read more... )