feeling sorry for myself

[wild_caroc]

I really am disliking self pity this year and am trying not to engage in it. I wish sometimes though that other people would pity me even though I don't want to pity myself. I wish I was ever in a bad mood because then people would be obligated to try and cheer me up.

I also wish for a million dollars and a pony and my homework to be done.

Comments

Around and around we go

[secndch714]

From what you say, it sounds like you really DO want self-pity. You also say that you don't...why must people be so confusing? I'd pity you, but then you would get mad at me pitying you because you don't want pity which would put me in a bad mood, causing pity to come toward me. Never-ending cycles are fun, aren't they?

As for the money, pony, and homework, things...I can't help you there either

Re: Around and around we go

[wild_caroc]

I never said anything about not wanting pity, I just don't want it to come from me. Except there is no reason for people to pity me because there is nothing wrong. . .

Re: Around and around we go

[dreamsinrainbow]

yeah. if I'm understanding correctly, its the feeling of wanting attention and pity is a strong emotion for one human to have for another. Ergo, it leads a person to want to take care of and please the person they are pitying that the person who is being pittied may feel better.

[dreamsinrainbow]

Ah, see this is where having the ability to look innocent and pathedic. I somehow developed it because I wanted attention. One doesn't really want to feel bad one's self but wants others to acknowledge that one is in a disadventageous situation, in a situation deserving of notice. I understand what you mean.

[dreamsinrainbow]

now see. I ment to type. "Ah, see this is where having the ability to look innocent and pathetic comes in handy"

.... damn brain being set on bizarre...

[wild_caroc]

Ye, that's exactly it. I miss the sincere, concerned attention I so often recieved back when I was depressed.

[firiel2004]

i think im depressed but i sure as hell dont want any pity. i want a solution.

[dreamsinrainbow]

I fail at typing.