Sometimes I hate everything and hate myself for hating everything. Then I come to my senses and go to sleep. After that all I hate is this damn weather and the ice window right next to my bed. Heat Vortex of Evil. Some window heat-thief in Antartica is toasty warm right now. I wonder if I can sleep in a pea-coat. . .

Sigh, and the internet has run out of interesting, so perhaps I should go shower ( Read more... )

So I had my first ever audition last night. I have only really taken 1 acting class (since high school) and haven't ever really acted before that (except a couple things in class in high school). So going into it I was pretty sure I wasn't going to do very well. But despite that fact I kept getting these visions of actually being cast, of being ( Read more... )

It is amazing. At first, when I realized how much I had to do I was stressed all the time. Then I didn't do any homework last weekend and now I am happy. I have way more to do that I'll ever get done so there is this magnificent feeling of getting away with it all. And every moment that I am not working is one to be treasured, because it may be my ( Read more... )

I guess I only post on live journal when I am feeling sorry for myself. I think I do it so that I can figure out why exactly I am feeling sorry for myself ( Read more... )

I am at rehearsal. The actors are doing an exercise in which they are given words; war, peace, bliss, thirst, envy,etc, and the make a tableau to express that word. War and peace are common, they have done them several times. Each time, war is a place of killing and destruction, while in peace, everyone is happy. This seems wrong to me. It seems to ( Read more... )

I do not understand why directors always, for every rehearsal, sit in the middle section of the three available sections of audience seating. All of the blocking is then set from the point of view of the audience in the middle section and not at all from the point of view of the audiences on the sides. They are telling the actors "move a little ( Read more... )

Went running in the morning, then breakfast, then Buffy and paper all day (was both productive and entertained!). This morning my outfit was my garb skirt and my new 19th century top so I looked like I was from the 1890s,with my hair back in a soft bun and everything. And tonight I wore my red dress with pigtails and my lovely black hat so I felt ( Read more... )

I think I had a dream that I splashed red in my Simic deck. I means, it's something I may have to do, but I haven't done it yet. I wish I had dreams that were more exciting and less disturbing. . .

Should I become a vegetarian? (That is, should I become a vegetarian at such time that I could live on good peanut butter?) I kind of hope I will at some point in my life, but hamburgers taste so good! But I have seen so many cows . . .