I was going to use this morning to write a meditation on fear. How just the thought of the emotion brings on the emotion and with the emotion comes the justification for the emotion. How I have a bad habit of saying to myself "I'm scared" and suddenly everything terrifies me. How I don't know how to break that cycle when it happens ( Read more... )

I have a new favorite 19th century painter (although I have no idea who the old one was).

http://images.google.com/images?q=Caillebotte&svnum=10&hl=en&lr=&start=0&sa=N

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There are two trees by the EMU that make me happy. One of them is covered with pink flowers and the other with white and they make me want to drink ice tea in a long white dress and watch the men play tennis, or just go punting on the lake with a beau.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Wild_Caroc

EXILE, n. One who serves his country by residing abroad, yet is not an ambassador ( Read more... )

My sister is here, and she makes me happy. Except this may be my last chance to use my comp until she's gone. Computer thief ( Read more... )

I can't decide whether I am a moral being or a coward. Should I do what I want or what I think is right? (But is that what is right? or merely what others think is right?)

Do you ever feel like everything in the world is too beautiful for words?

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