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Today Your Getting A Short One
So today wasnt a half bad day infact right now I am getting a really good back massage from my Bob. So if you cant tell this is going to be short and sweet. I got my fine paid today funny story in fact I thought the fine was going to be about $100 and it was only $25. The lady that took my payment over the phone was really nice. She did it with ( Read more... ) -
Missed 3 Days Damn
So its been 3 days of not posting, and I said that I was going to try and keep this thing updated atleast one or two lines everynight. I just have been busy with work and trying to keep myself up and some what content. Its not really working BTW. I mean yes I dont really have time to think about things when I'm at work, because I'm busy. But ( Read more... ) -
Today, Today
So today wasnt the best day in the world but it was better than a week ago. My little brother got on my last nerve today and I thought that I was going to snap for real. I took him to the doctors today with Mom and I guess it when ok. They wanted to take X-rays so we went over to the hospital to do that. This little boy acted like a compleate ( Read more... ) -
Things Still Look Good
So today not as good as yesterday but still in a pretty damn good mood. Sleep today was the best. The T-shirt trick helped a whole lot. I thought that when I couldnt just fall straigh alseep last night that it was going to be hopeless. But to my amazement as soon as my mind stopped running at super sonic speed I drifted right off to sleep. It ( Read more... ) -
Actually Sitting With A Smile On My Face
So today was a really good day. First of Mikka had a interview first thing this morning and for once she didnt just clam up. She said that she did really go and was herself in the interview. So it looks halfway good for her. They said that they were interviewing a few people for the two jobs they will have becoming avaliable. So I'm happy for ( Read more... ) -
I Think That My Life Is Comming To an End!
So I just got off the phone with him and we got into an argument, and I dont get why. I havenet seen him since Saturday the 9th, and I miss him so much why are we arguing? I dont know what to do with myself right now. I an feeling so lonley, and vunerable right now, I need to be with him. I dont know what to do. Help me someone... I need to ( Read more... ) -
Still In Need Of Help!!
So today was deffinatly better than yesterday but it still sucked ass. I am really missing him right now, and I dont think that the trees or the vodka are really helping. Thanks to Jay I got a little more sleep last night than the night before. We talked yesterday and he finally showed me a little emotion, he let out some tears and told me he ( Read more... ) -
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Its been 102 weeks since I last updated this thing, and as I always say its gotta be bad when I do ( Read more... ) -
Ok Here Goes
Its been 74 weeks since I last updated, and that is an all time high for me. Lets see whats been going on with me. Nothing much chillin as everyones, or anyone that care knows Matt and I are not together. He left for Guam got there and decided drugs and a one night stand type of bitch were enough to make him forget about the promises he made to ( Read more... ) -
DAMN
So his ass left me yesterday morning and I'm now running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I am so hurt but I understand not the less, I really miss him and its only been about 24 hours since I last talked to him. I love that boy, and I hope that my love for him will be the thing that brings him back to me because I dont know right now ( Read more... )