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July 2021
This may be my last post as wild_pinata. I'm going to make a new journal. If you're curious search for SatanCookies. LOL. Just kidding. Just message me.
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I've been keeping weird hours lately. Normally, I keep weird hours. Like some nights I work and don't get home until about 8 a.m. and then sleep until 2 p.m. Then other nights, I go to bed at 11 p.m. and sleep until 7 a.m. I never have a set sleep and wake up time. In addition to shift work, having a kid screws with my sleep-wake schedule too. I'm ( Read more... ) -
Last post about babies
My problem is I can't keep my mouth shut about wanting to get pregnant. I've told friends, coworkers, and family that I've been trying for a year and a half, took a fertility drug last month, and have been hoping it'll work this time. I wish I hadn't said anything because it's such a bummer to tell people it didn't work.
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Free time
Worked last night and then I'm back again tonight. Then 6 days off with no plans. When I have free time I'm not sure what to do with it.
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Kevin had a job interview for an apprenticeship at a place called P'unk Ave, a web development/creative design company, on Passyunk Ave. He's had a few recent job leads, but this place sounds like such a right fit for him that I wish I could do back flips and head stands to ensure he got this job. Guess I'll just keep my fingers crossed ( Read more... ) -
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Oh dear, I've started running again. My poor lower back and feet. I've been going to the gym again a couple times a week. Other days I workout with exercise videos on my little portable DVD while Ethan plays next to me. I'm getting in shape, but I have a feeling the pooch will never go away. It's been nearly two years since I had Ethan and its ( Read more... ) -
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I just read my last post. I sound so whiny. I'm really not that closed off and life isn't that bad. I'm just being emo because things have been a little shitty lately.
Seriously, as soon as the weather gets better I won't be half as dramatic.
I could use a hobby though. That much is true.
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Secrets
I'm more closed off then I ever was ever before. It's very hard for me to open up to people. I feel like a person with many secret feelings. Over the last so many years, my level of responsibility has become so damn heavy. How did I become this person?
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I wake up to sound of a little boy chirping, making squeaks and squeals, and practicing sounds. I look into the crib, he dramatically falls into a heap of homemade blankets and stuffed animals. A smile and he pretends he's too tired to get up.
I scoop him up and bring him over for his first diaper change. He kicks my tummy with his feet. I manage ( Read more... ) -
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I worked last night and didn't get to sleep until 10 am this morning. I was so tired I couldn't sleep. Kevin was up with Ethan and he was being a noisy little man. Finally pulled myself out of bed at 2:30 in the afternoon. Had dinner with family put Ethan to bed at 7:30, fell asleep for a bit, and have been up since 9pm. Not tired at all. My sleep ( Read more... )