Comments | wild_rover: Puzzled

wild_rover

Puzzled

Apr 05, 2005 23:28

I was asked a question today, by Holmes of all people, that genuinely startled me.

When did I start hating myself?

And I find I have no answer.

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did you ever start? fragl April 5 2005, 23:38:25 UTC

((hugs you))

Re: did you ever start? wild_rover April 8 2005, 07:57:12 UTC

*hugs back* You are too sweet to me.

stargazer169 April 5 2005, 23:49:20 UTC

i'm sure you don't hate yourself, sweetie.
everyone has things they don't like about themselves, but no one is perfect.
Don't sweat the small stuff. Just be the best Brooke you can be!
*huge hugs*

wild_rover April 10 2005, 05:49:29 UTC

Thanks. I'm working on ennacting all necessary changes as I write. I don't know where this self-depraction came from but it's stopping this minute!

You are too wonderful. Take care. *warm hugs*

blakeseventy3 April 6 2005, 00:08:31 UTC

"Never, my child. You are mistaken!" :)

wild_rover April 10 2005, 05:50:16 UTC

Someday this'll all be a distant memory. Maybe I'll even laugh!

Okay, not laugh, but chuckle lightly?

Thanks for everything.

uworld003 April 6 2005, 01:20:00 UTC

There are worse questions that can be asked. Like for the one that would be asked of me would be, why can't u get involved in a relationship that does not contain drama...maybe I hate myself too and enjoy the destructfulness.

wild_rover April 10 2005, 05:52:00 UTC

It's possible, my one-time therapist would probably think so. Maybe we're both secretly masochistic, obsessed with melodrama. I certainly hope it's just a phase.

I think we're both alright, just going through some interesting times that'll give us thicker skin in the end.

Take it easy, eh?

uworld003 April 11 2005, 05:13:08 UTC

Thanks, I needed to read that. I am doing my best to take it easy. Keep this up, I may have to root for Chelsea..

wild_rover April 11 2005, 06:40:50 UTC

You know you want to, anyway. ;-) Only natural, given Chelsea's amazing skill.

Is that Man U in third spot?

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katblack April 6 2005, 02:10:26 UTC

What a question.
But people see us as we don't see ourselves.
Maybe they see something in you that you don't recognize. Maybe they see that you are unhappy and just used hate to describe what they can see.

Anyway, I hope that you feel better soon and love yourself for who you are and others will see that. :)

wild_rover April 10 2005, 05:53:14 UTC

You probably have something. I just didn't think I was as obvious about it as he made it seem. But I'm glad to have friends like that who will bring things up. Else I never may have paid attention.

Thanks for your positive thoughts. :-)