The Beacon; My Siren - Chap 36 (2/2)

May 08, 2012 19:17


Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
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blu_eyezz May 8 2012, 21:50:32 UTC
HA!I knew it was antidepressants!!! ^^v ( ... )

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wild_terrain May 11 2012, 12:31:41 UTC
Ahhh such an awesome comment, bb! <3

Well, you clever little sausage. (Why is that a saying? It just occurred to me how strange it is lol.)

LOLL I'm not so sure Yunho found a 4am phone call cute... But it wassss. <3 ( ... )

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1stepcl0ser May 9 2012, 10:10:51 UTC
I......don't know what to say O_____________O

I think it never took me so long to read one of your chapters and let my brain understand everything! It was a really tough chapter, a lot happened. I can understand both, Yunho and Jaejoong. I'd freak out like Jae because of the pills, and I'd be hurt as Yunho because my boyfriend wouldn't listen to me and throw my pis away. Aaahhh, why so complicated?!?!

The worst part was when Yunho called him 'Hermit' - and IDK why but somehow I can understand why Yunho said that. He was obviously hurt and he felt like Jae didn't trust him and would never let him fully into his life.

I can't wait for the next chapter!!!

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wild_terrain May 11 2012, 08:36:29 UTC
Yuuush it definitely was a tough chapter - which is why I thought it was best to get out quickly instead of cutting it into two updates.

Yessss the situation is completely complicated. It's what I like to deal with, I guess? Grey areas are always so fascinating. Life is complicated... Unfortunately... ^^;;

Oh I know. I really tensed up when I had to write that word coming out of Yunho's mouth. It was so cruel of him. When we get riled up and caught up in an emotion, we often say things we don't mean but I guess what makes it so hard to read for us is because it's just so not Yunho... That makes it worse. T_T

But yes exactly, he didn't snap for no reason. Jae did offend him pretty bad. Hello complicated situations!

Thanks for reading bb! <3

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wild_terrain May 11 2012, 08:48:16 UTC
I don't blame you for needing moment to let everything settle down in your head. It was a mighty big chapter. ^^;;

Regardless of what is going on in their heads it is unfortunately the truth that right now they do not mix well. I really hate when that happens in life... T_T

Yun's so weighed down with his own health that it's harder to deal with someone with a much bigger problem (as he sees it). You can get exhausted more quickly and Jae just happened to press all the wrong buttons. Jae did do some pretty offensive things in Yunho's eyes and it was all too much. If Jae hadn't triggered that flip out, Yun may have tried to be more patient with Jae. He wasn't doing too bad a job of dealing with Jae when Jae first flipped out. How quickly things can turn bad though... ^^;;;;

Oh wow, that is so kind of you! Thank you. *_*

And thank you for reading and commenting! <3

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sujuhaebiased May 10 2012, 05:34:54 UTC
such an incredibly emotional chapter! i just found this amazing amazing amazing story like two days ago.. and im finally all caught up with the story!! i just want to let you know that this is very very amazing!!! this story should even be published!! it is very well written and wow! it blew my breath away! i couldnt chill i couldnt eat i couldnt function properly for the last two days cz all i can think of is i need to go back to LJ to finish the story!!!! omg! sry im rambling on... but wow!! amazing! cant wait for the next couple chapters or until the ending!! hopefully no character death and hopefully with a happy ending!!!! fighting!

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wild_terrain May 11 2012, 08:52:16 UTC
Yehh it sure was! ^^;;;;

Oh wow, you've read through it pretty darn fast. I am very impressed. ^_~

Oh lordy, that is quite incredible. I really love when I find fics that can have that kind of impact so it's a real compliment that you've had that experience with this one. <333

Ah, it's no secretive of mine that I have a very firm policy of nevvvvver going near character death. I really hate it and I could never write it. The only character death is Jae's family and that was long in the past. My heart's too fragile. ^^;;

Thank you so much for the lovely comments and giving this fic a try! <3

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sujuhaebiased May 11 2012, 18:04:23 UTC
no thank you for writing it!! it was amazing! such a good read!!! yeah while i was catching up i couldn't focus on anything else!! especially summer school! (university... ) but thank god im all caught up with the story and now i can finally go and enjoy summer school (??!!!) lol

good to know that character death is out!!! yesss!! thank god!! i was so scared!!

fighting!!! cant wait for the next one!!

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ochi_iru135 May 10 2012, 18:40:56 UTC
Oh gosh... This was a very heavy chapter to read because of all the emotions and the small amount of dialogue.. (and my sleep deprived brain?)
The end literally made me cry and I don't cry very often while reading so you should be proud! (or something? xD) YunJae can't split up T^T

I'm very interested to see what happens next! :)

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wild_terrain May 11 2012, 08:56:07 UTC
Yeshhh it was a very heavy chapter. Probably why I decided to get it out all in one go instead of having it linger around like a bad smell. ^^;;;;

Oh dearrr, tears are not nice. I am sorrrry. *hug*

Thank you for reading~ <3

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