The Beacon; My Siren - Chap 36 (2/2)

May 08, 2012 19:17


Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
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yijill06 May 10 2012, 19:20:08 UTC
Lol first time to comment but I would really like to say I love your works ;)

Whoa. that was a whirlwind of emotions. It's so dramatic in a good way and unpredictable. D:

Hope we get to know more about what happened to Yun while he was away. I understand how Jae feels so I can't blame him. T______T Depression is a really bad thing.

Waiting for you update soon! Hwaiting!

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wild_terrain May 11 2012, 08:58:53 UTC
Aww thank you! ^___^

Oh yeh it sure was a whirlwind of emotion - probably why I wanted to shove it out there in one go and not have it linger. ><

Both of our boys aren't in the ideal state right now and what sucks most of all is that both inflicted it on the other. I really hate when that happens in life....when you can work so well but so badly at the same time. Poor YunJae, they are really harmful for each other in this chapter. T_T

Depression is very cruel and painful to go through. Gah.

Thank you for reading~ <3

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scubajr May 10 2012, 20:09:11 UTC
MY GOD ( ... )

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wild_terrain May 11 2012, 09:08:35 UTC
LOLLL genius icon there!! XD

Gah...how quickly a day can turn bad... ><

I think it would be a pretty hard call to be able to side with just one of them this chapter. Jae had good intentions and Yun was harsh. But both weren't in the ideal state of mind. Jae just had a mini break down and Yunho is still trying to go easy on his own health which makes him more sensitive than normal too. So much grey.....and that's what I loooove to write. Life is so complicated and a lot of time there is no right and wrong answer. Such a bitch, life is. >Oh, for what it's worth, it was really hard for me to write Yun saying such a cruel thing to Jae. When we get riled up and caught up in an emotion, we often say things we don't mean but I guess what makes it so hard to read for us is because it's just so not Yunho... He's been riled up before but he still never went that far. It sucks. We can't be perfect though... T_T ( ... )

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harunotenshi May 10 2012, 21:48:00 UTC
what has jaejoong done?

why?

didn't he really understand what yunho just patiently explained to him? now what's going to happen that yunho left?

i really don't know what to feel about this right now... i'm a jumble of mixed emotions but i'm angry at jae for doing what he did... but a part of me can't help but think that he also needs help. yunho is right. he's paranoid. scared of losing everyone he cares about that he's doing things that he thinks might help yunho... but in reality it just makes it worse.

jae needs to go after yunho.

been a while since you updated! wow! enjoyed reading this~^^ can't wait for more!

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wild_terrain May 11 2012, 12:08:43 UTC
Ah, the confusing Kim JaeJoong.. ^^;;

I think he wants to believe what Yunho told him, and was willing to try but....his belief and intuition is so strong, he's still the Warrior.

JaeJoong's actions do make it worse for Yunho but if there really was something bad targeting people it's better to be safe than sorry? He could piss Yunho off and save him, or not piss him off and risk having him harmed. His intentions are really good. It's sweet in a strange way? lol

Thank you for reading~ <3

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takelo14 May 13 2012, 04:01:25 UTC
Omg, everytime you write and the chapter ends I wanna murder someone *_*
Lol jk , never. XD
But I love it!!!!! The angst just goes so deep.
Jae will just get the worse end of the deal, so lonely and well... Alone.
My poor baby <3 both of them!!!

Please update soon!!!!!!!!!! <333

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shineesoup May 14 2012, 18:13:40 UTC
you've done it again...you stole my heart! i've read echo of dusk + dawn numerous times and i wanted to wait until this was complete to read it but i couldn't help myself, reading this is all i've done the past two days! i absolutely love it. i love your writing ridiculous amounts. the themes running throughout really touch me, thank you so much for not giving up on this fic! thank you x10000 :)

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