so i should mention that i created a new account.

wild_thang0755 is just annoying now.

ive had it for like 2 years.

but now it gets on my nerves.

my new account is jarabear55

add me if ya like!

i get to go to sioux falls tomorrow. to see a cardiologist. to make sure im not deformed. haha. i could be deformed. wow that would suck. i could have a serious heart condition. but doubtful. i just dont know how to calm myself down. thats something i should learn. i tried the first time i went to MEPS. but nothing i tried worked. why is it so hard ( Read more... )

yay for new layouts. i havent decided if i want to keep it yet or not. but it is cute ( Read more... )

teri left yesterday. booo. i didnt get to see her that much. monday she went to ames. tuesday i watched morgan. and friday i went to a concert in omaha. so yeah. that doesnt equal much teri time. oh well tho. cant change it now.

the concert was good. we had to leave early tho. marys friend brooke had to go to wayne that night. so we left at 10. we ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in awhile. oops. i update my myspace blog a lot more than this. im not sure why. i just like myspace more i suppose ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in awhile. there really hasnt been anything to update about. theres nothing going on in my life anymore. i feel like im just here. im not doing anything or helping anyone. im just here. wasting air. wasting peoples time.

joni n teri want me to go see them when rachel n carl go to rapid city. which isnt a bad idea. except joni is ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in awhile. not a lot has been going on. im pretty boring right now lol ( Read more... )

i got a new laptop =D. its great. except it wont download the newest version of aim and i hafta use windows media player. but thats alright. i still love it. i can play dvds on it. so i dont even need a tv or dvd player for my dorm room yay!

so i applied to bhsu. im excited. i hope i can get in. i hafta call the school and have them send my final ( Read more... )

so moms taking my computer back tomorrow. cuz its shitty. so im using her laptop till her n dad get me a laptop for college. i want one from best buy cuz its itty bitty. n i dont like big laptops. they annoy me. so yeah.

well i sent my app to bhsu. tomorrow mom n i are going to stop by the school n have them send my transcripts and act scores to ( Read more... )

so i havent done much with my weekend. or anything for that matter. it sucks having mom hate the only person i want to hang out with. i hate it. rawr ( Read more... )