i don't know what to do anymore

[wildagain]

i don't know why exactly but i'm really upset. i'm feeling really isolated right now. that and some weird emotion i can't quite describe. maybe i'm just tired? part of me wants to break things and part of me wants to get a really huge hug from pretty much anyone and part of me just wants to throw up

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[draggskelter]

i'm so sorry, i think i know exactly how you're feeling. it happens upon you out of nowhere. literally a hopeless feeling... don't worry, it happens to everyone once in a while and i honestly think it's a winter thing. it will pass... either randomly or when something great happens. regardless when i'm home, coffee.

[wildagain]

you're a good advice-giver, and thank you.

i've noticed. also, unrelated, i keep finding myself saying to people, "i fucking miss emily bunin!" or variants thereof. just to let you know.

hellz yes to the coffee. especially since i didn't see you over thanksgiving!

[vivapersistence]

wish i could be there to give you that hug (eight days though!). in the mean time, i dont have to tell you that you can call me whenever. and stop biting your nails!

[wildagain]

yeahh. i got replacement hugs from my dad and casey (the latter of which was surprisingly cute) but needless to say your hugs are the best.

i'll put new nail stuff on tonight and hopefully that will help.

(and maybe we'll even be able to have a decent kaffeehaus recording this year so you can hear me singing (in an only slightly veiled reference) about how much i miss you. if not, there's always garageband, which i have been messing around with and sweet jesus i have fallen in love. macs are awesome.)

<3