i know i can be difficult
i know i can be strange
i know that i can push you back
so why dont you
why dont you
you know i cant make you happy
every time i make you smile
you know i can break your heart
im not worth a single mile
im crying
im screaming
to you to you

ahhhhh... im loosing my fucking mind...
i am...
really...
gaaahhhhhh...
where the fuck is beth...

so i got my new place ( Read more... )

so i move into my new place on the first...
soooo excited...
funy thing is i have the same apartment number just a dif. building...
were gonna build a half pipe in the living room... sweet...
the puppies might be leaving soon... im gonna be so sad...
aaaannnddd....
i gota new job... 2 dollar/ hour raise... fuck yes...

ive been up to some stupid shit lately...
like really stupid...
like wow...
and the fucking cowboy skipped work again...
and i cant find the boys...
im scared he killed them...
*screams in horror* *faints*
nah... they could take him...
but still...
its creepy...

sarah is gone...
im sad...
nothing in my life works out...
grr...

ok beth and sarah made me meet this dude who has super cool outside decorations ( Read more... )

so... i got a roomie ( Read more... )

I hate the world...
one of my teachers *Lee* is dying...
he has Aids...
what the fuck...
he is so talented and a great guy to...
hes coming back to teach soon...
its his way of saying goodbye...
its not fair...
he is young and good looking and madly in love...
and he is dying...
i think im going to vomit...

i hate myself i really really do ( Read more... )