hey everyone....hows everyones lifes going i hope very well i thought i'd update and be postive for once in this journal. which doesnt happen to often with me. and this livejournal but thats okay. i spent the last 2 days hanging with my bestfriend holly. shes sooo rad i had such a cool ass time spending the night with her. it reminded me back in ( Read more... )

it's werid how i can never seem to let things go....i guess people just mean too much to me sometimes...i think about how shes doing all the time. i know she hates me and i dont hate her i just hate the way things turned out its not like i can go back and i know we could never be friends again cuz things just wouldn;t be the same but i dont want ( Read more... )

well....this is me and this is how im feeling so im just gonna write it down its not like that many people read this in the first place so that doesnt really matter. recently i been getting this feeling in my stomach after something someone said to me. it kind of hurt me because i dont criticize him but he made me felt like he did it to me. I ( Read more... )

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4 ( Read more... )

hhaha well isnt that lovely....okay well i dont know where to start....but i been feeling a lil i guess you could say lonely lately....i need some friends that want to have lives outside there bf's....i feel like i got no one....well i guess right now everyones out of town for christmas....arrrggg i dont know but right now i feel like i got no one ( Read more... )

im werid but last nite as i was laying in bed....i was thinking about him....the way he holds me when we sleep...the way his hands feel around me...and i was just thinking that every weekend since that past 2 or 3 months i've slept with him every weekend and this weekend i didnt....and i was okay with it i had alot of fun with holly but i was just ( Read more... )

hello all....i dont got no one to really talk to this about and get someones advice or for someone to tell me thats it just in my head. i mean im not really that upset it just kind of bugs me sometimes ( Read more... )

ITS MY BIRTHDAY YAYA!!!! IM FINALLY 18!!! YAY!!! HAHA sorry thats all i wanted to say i hope u guys all enjoy it hahahha bye bye

hey all as u can see from my subject im not very happy. im actual upset. i dont know maybe i should just over look this shit. but it helps to write down my feelings i guess. well i found out some rather interesting news this weekend. actual it was last nite while i was watching a movie with my bf. i mean it shouldn't upset me. but i guess im just ( Read more... )

hey mike baby this is on my mind. well your on my mind and i thought i would be nice and write about u hahah....theres this song that reminds me of u and me. im gonna post it in here so u can read it ( Read more... )