Thank you to those of you who wished me a happy birthday. There weren't many of you who actually remembered to drop me a line, but the ones who did are appreciated ( Read more... )

I was thinking this in the car....all I want is miles and miles and years and years between us...and that is why I would rather you just keep away from me ( Read more... )

This one is flying around quickly...I got it from both Kims.
Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois / Indiana / Iowa /Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / Minnesota / Mississippi / Missouri / Montana / Nebraska / ( Read more... )

The fast was going quite well. I drank nothing but water and tea yesterday. Surprisingly, I didn't get really tired. I felt a little hungry around lunch time and then again at dinner time. But it wasn't anything a little glass of water couldn't cure. I decided to read up on fasting last night. I found this informative website Read more... )

It would seem that I'm quite anxious. I don't know why. I sort of feel like the whole world is going and I'm standing still. It might have something to do with the season. I feel so trapped... The only think keeping me sane is knowing that I will see Rufus in less than 10 hours. I didn't wake up this morning to workout. That's not like me ( Read more... )

Dreams dreams dreams ( Read more... )

This weekend was way too short. I am happy to say that I'm feeling incredibly benevolent these days. I want to be there for people, friend or not. I think I've always been this way, but I did a good job of making myself doubt my own abilities to trust human nature. Anyway ( Read more... )

Last night was interesting....John's Wake was truly amazing ( Read more... )

I was haunted by strange dreams last night. One included some "new" surgery that my sister, Ashley had where she was cut in half and had to go a week without legs...all for weight loss. Then I had a dream that I traded one of my purses in at a shop for some black and red, leather coasters....and then when I asked for the purse back because I didn ( Read more... )

I really don't know why I get this way, but I do. I'm exhausted and I feel disgusting. I'm not happy about feeling this way, but it usually happens in a cycle. I get depressed in the winter. I probably could use drugs...but I refuse to take them.

It's not even worth writing about.

I miss my friends...