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I find myself thinking about the things going right in my life. I have great friends, with whom I spent the weekend. It wasn't anything hugely out of the ordinary, but it makes me happy. Friday I went to see Ninniane, and it was good talking time. We wrote for a very little bit. It was nice being in her stomping grounds, and felt a lot more ( Read more... )

So, writing has sparked my interest in putting pen to paper, or rather, the fingers to the keyboard....tee hehehehe. Yes, I'm easily amused. So if nothing else, Nano this year has been a success because it's got me writing again. Looking for succulent morsels that I can write down....searching for adjectives such as tittilating (even if my ( Read more... )

Someone must be listening to me up there. As Crush boy puts it, I may have found more than justa lull. I have been really trying hard to put things behind me and move on. . . and it just hasn't been happening. However, it seems as if it's finally happening. I have a job interview tomorrow, and I'm turning in an application somewhere else. And, it's ( Read more... )

Well, writing how someone has changed your life without sounding sappy or like you'll never see them again is more difficult than I imagined. The other problem? I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings or leave anyone out.....I like the boy way of doing it. Pat on the back and an awkward hug. Maybe I'll just do that. In other news, I payed the $ ( Read more... )

It's very much true that happiness is notcontentment, as evidenced by my visit to Purdue. My life lately has been an interesting version of boy meets girl. Boy meets girl, teases her incessantly, and then informs her that he's emotionally unavailable, at which point sheflags him down and chases him down until he runs away. I seem to be good at ( Read more... )

Dear friends and family,

Please stop dying. I don't think I can continue living normal life if you keep dying. So please stop. Consider a walk in the park or dinner with a friend as a viable alternative.As a side note to god, please aid my friends and family by not killing them Id be ever so appreciative

Musings of a very happy girl:

I'm actually content with my life for the first time in a very long time.  I don't know whether it's because I'm living close to friends, fairly close to family, and getting ready to actually do something with my life.....or whether it's because the perpetual cloud of caring for another human being's life has been ( Read more... )

Today was spent indoors as usual...which seems odd seeing as I'll only be in San Diego for another week, and the weather is perfect here EVERY DAY ALL DAY. But for some reason, I can't bring myself to get dressed and get out of the house most days. It's easier when it's just me, but somehow with Connor, it's more difficult ( Read more... )

As I've been struggling to find balance in my life, which doesn't come naturally, I had a great trip to south bend and Kalamazoo. It was just what I needed, if not what I want. I realized how unreliable the friends I had in South Bend were. Yes, fun to hang out with, but unreliable, just the same. I went to Kalamazoo. I borrowed some of one of ( Read more... )