Live journal is back up in action. It was not like I could not update, but for some reason I didn't feel like it with it scatter brained. But alas, I am alive and well. Or at least alive. My current trouble: I need a topic for an informative speech and I need it quick. That sucker is due tomorrow night and I need it done by tonight. Anybody? ( Read more... )

I havent updated in months. And I have truly missed lj, so here goes my attempt at pulling together my emotions right now. I have bawled my eyes out 4 times in the past 12 hours. I am an emotional wreck, with every last irritant throwing me into a fit of tears. Mallory informed me last night that she is moving to Las Vegas on the 5th of June. I ( Read more... )

So Brian and I went to Planned Parenthood today for my six month check up and birth control. Because no, I havent gotten a doctor out here, because doctors terrify me in general, and the ones at PP are not personal. So we get there, and there are occasionally men and women who stand out front with huge signs of fake pictures of aborted babies ( Read more... )

my mom has cancer. I found out ten minutes after being home ( Read more... )

You and I are just not on the same page anymore...

I know the things I want, but some how they just dont fit into my life plan. Given, I know that makes no sense, considering its my life. But there are decisions that have been lingering in my head for months now, and they just feel like they get more intense every day. I'm running away from things that are to hard, because I'm content with where I ( Read more... )

Meh. I'm so bad about updating these days. I have had so much on my mind lately, and I feel exhausted. Brian and I between his parents house and ours because his parents are out of town on a cruise, and we have to take care of Max. Next week is finals week, but that pretty much means in art lingo "the next two weeks are going to be hell." Finals ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted. I love Indy, I truly do, and I love everyone here. But it occurs to me every trip, after I have spent 4 days here, that I need to go back home. I always get so excited to come home, and I end up sincerely enjoying the first couple of days and then it hits me ( Read more... )

So he topped all things with this anniversary. I was seriously swept off my feet for the entire day. It was amazing ( Read more... )

Today marks Brian and I's four year anniversary. For me it seems like it has been so much longer, for Brian it seems like it has been shorter. Either way, here we are, me 20, and him 22, and us being us for 4 years. Thats nearly a fourth of my life ( Read more... )