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I just gotten a new vehicle. I never thought I would buy a pickup. But wheels are wheels. Gotten my plates today and all I have left is insurance. I had spending money on things that don't give me stuff. You know what you can't see and hold in your hands. Thats life I guess.

I am no longer going to Nz anymore. So much things have happened. Me and Emma are still best of friends but that isn't enough to move there. I hope one day though to go over to visit and give her a big hug. I will visit one of these days ( Read more... )

I am ready to get going. But I can't til March. I wish it was march already. I just hope I find a job in a month or so. The apply for my residence visa. Then NZ will be home.

maybe certain people don't give a fuck how me and my friends feels. But let you me tell you it our business. If we stay as we are or get closer or even to have a kid. thats are fucking business. No one has the right to critisiz me(so fucking what I can't fucking spell). If you don't like our relationship, then just leave us the fuck alone and ( Read more... )

This guy taken to hating me for some reason. Always trying to setting me up. Don't know if hes trying to get me fired or what, but if it keeps up my boss is going to start jumping on me. At this time I have people protecting me, but I hope its enough. If I do get fired because of this asshole, I am in real trouble. I would lose my house and ( Read more... )

Broke down today and told acidia how I felt. well sort of in email. But she ain't awake at the time. I'll see what she says. I am hoping for the best. If I friendship is as strong as I think it is. we will stay best of friends. I guess it just needed to be done. Otherwise It will just drive me nuts wondering if I do have a chance with a ( Read more... )

Talked to my friend in NZ from work yesterday. so Planned for her to come stay with me a month in April 2007. Yay!!!!!! We talked for about 45 minutes, the whole time her family saying dirty remarks as we talk to each other on the phone. HMMMM, Its okay though. I think its kinda funny. Maybe they know something I don't. Well see what happens ( Read more... )

the time came what I figured what would happen. Acidia and her bf broke up. I hate being right. she feels shes all alone. Even though I am here for her. sort of speak. I don't know really what to do. I don't want to push on her. she knows that I like her, she even thinks if we hate a relationship it would be the best relationship she ever ( Read more... )

Rigt now I am feeling so bad. My stomach is killing me. I just so upset I didnt talk more on the phone as I should. I had a lot of stuff to talk about. but when My bestfriend called my mind went blank. It happens all the time people I really care for. Now I am paying ( Read more... )