Jaime just left my house to go back to work. She had an hour inbetween shifts so she came over to hang out. I swear for the hour she was here all we did was laugh. I love that girl. We decided we were going to get a book to write down all the funny stories we have and all the random shit we think of. We just have so much fun together. My life ( Read more... )

So I thought I was getting better and I was really excited but the last couple days have been my worst. I went back to work monday and did pretty good. I even stayed an extra half hour so I woked 6 hrs that day. I figured id be just fine by friday when I had to work again but I knew when I woke up that morning I wasnt gonna be able to last 12-9 ( Read more... )

Im not sure what motivated me to look at this journal again. I know no one reads it anymore. I think it was just cuz I hung out with Eric yesturday and he was saying how he went through everyones old journals and was reading through them. So Ive had a lot on my mind and this was always a good way to write things down and reflect. I like to just ( Read more... )

I use to tell myself that this would be one of the last entries I write about Aaron but well I never thought wed be where we are today. Just to clue everyone one in again who probably doesnt know, we're dating again:) Never thought it would happen or maybe I did but figured it could never really follow though. Some of you may think im crazy but ( Read more... )

Its been 3 days now since my mom and I have really talked. Kinda sux but at the same time its been really nice. I can finally do things myself and not have her constantly breathing down my back and always questioning my motives for anything. And shes just not around to annoy me. I havent even seen her tonight and hopefully she gets home once Im ( Read more... )

I was over at Erics tonight and I knew it would be an emotional night for me. Idk y but I was kinda sad today and I didnt really have a reason to be. It was one of those times where you're having fun and seem happy but theres just this sad feeling behind it. Kristin asked me to hang out with her and Lindsey yesturday so Im thinking Im going to ( Read more... )

Wow its been forever since Ive updated or even thought of it but since I was online signing up for ACT's I decided to see what was going on in everyones journals. Cant say I could tell ya cuz for some reason it only let me see the last 2 previous ones. Odd. Oh well. Ok so Im in the mood to write so I decided Id update about things in the last ( Read more... )

Ive been wanting to update here for a while but havent found time but I figured while I wait for Shelly to shower and for her and I to go shopping, I would do it now. Anyways. . .today is my birthday!! 18!! Wow, everytime I think of being 18 or anyone reminds me Im 18, its so weird. It sounds so old and I dont feel that old at all. But so far ( Read more... )

I have a lot to talk about but we'll see if I get around to remebering it all or if I can stay awake to write about it. First off, I finally finished my room and I love it! It looks awesome if I do say so myself and my mom even admited that she really likes it cuz she thought it was going to look horrible. Its all one color now to those who saw ( Read more... )

Well Ive already talked to Ryne and Aaron about some of what happend the other night but not to Rob so this is basically why Im writing this. The reason I freaked out about your little prank was because it came from you guys. All 3 of you give me the most mixed emotions, its insane. I never can tell if you guys are being sincear or are just ( Read more... )