i'm completely angry and upset at the way things turned out with sara. i did everything i could. now i just have to sort out my life, because theres no chance anymore
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hell yeah give it some time, it gets better, i promise! it's really up and down but you have to make sure that she's not at all in your life, or part of it. don't look at her facebook or livejournal, that definitely doesn't help. it IS a learning experience, and we're all going to go through so many more break ups, probably ones that are even worse than these. it's so worth it though, whether it was a good or bad relationship overall. we deserve so much better, josh! i agree with you. there's nothing you can do about it, except accept it, and then deal. forget about getting back together, that's the worst thing. think about yourself and college and friends and experiences that don't require sara or girlfriends. i love youuuuuuuu see you verrry soon
seriously josh, i might as well have written that entry myself, word for word. i'm really impatient for the day to come where i'll just be over it.
i know it sucks but the only thing there is to do at this point is wait. it's out of your hands, which is the absolute worst feeling. you'll have good days and bad days with it. but after a little while the good days will outnumber the bad i promise. try to look forward to starting over, that's what i'm doing i guess. no more dealing with the same old shit and wondering if it's worth it.
i'm leaving providence a week from tomorrow, and when i get back, me you and taryn will go out and have a pity party. even though it sucks that this happened to us, i'm glad we're all going through it together because it's good to have some solidarity. i would die if i were going through this alone
josh, i typed "what josh should do" into a google image search- partly because i've been using the internet for everything these days (mostly nothing) and because i want to talk to you in person but we've gotta wait till the middle of december for that. i've compiled a few choice suggestions for you, please look at them all because i think they tell a story but i'm not sure what it is yet. basically, that's okay, and you can let me know what you're thinking if you feel like it, and you know my phone number. if you don't, it's 9178375458 and i'm on the phone all day anyway. i can't wait to see you and have fun this winter, and i know it must be incredibly crummy so we can feel like shit too and go somewhere and scream. in any case, let the pictures speak for themselves
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look taryn, i don't own google. i think josh is a real straight shooter and i love you and its late but i usually go to bed much later and tomorrow i will eat breakfast and tonight i will type this message and say i love you again and you should have sweet dreams, of new york and this winter- but we'll all be in a courtroom with bowling pins for legs.. and you'd be a dinosaur. or a mammal, a nyrat. beeg chug raarh
so thats good. yeah itll be great to make it to break. i know you know, and itll be good to be together and do whatever. thanks for all the messages too, and love you and i'll see you soon.
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give it some time, it gets better, i promise! it's really up and down but you have to make sure that she's not at all in your life, or part of it. don't look at her facebook or livejournal, that definitely doesn't help.
it IS a learning experience, and we're all going to go through so many more break ups, probably ones that are even worse than these. it's so worth it though, whether it was a good or bad relationship overall.
we deserve so much better, josh! i agree with you.
there's nothing you can do about it, except accept it, and then deal. forget about getting back together, that's the worst thing.
think about yourself and college and friends and experiences that don't require sara or girlfriends.
i love youuuuuuuu
see you verrry soon
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i know it sucks but the only thing there is to do at this point is wait. it's out of your hands, which is the absolute worst feeling. you'll have good days and bad days with it. but after a little while the good days will outnumber the bad i promise. try to look forward to starting over, that's what i'm doing i guess. no more dealing with the same old shit and wondering if it's worth it.
i'm leaving providence a week from tomorrow, and when i get back, me you and taryn will go out and have a pity party. even though it sucks that this happened to us, i'm glad we're all going through it together because it's good to have some solidarity. i would die if i were going through this alone
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ps: josh, i'm in the city this weekend, wanna go out tomorrow night? see what ksen and jorge are doin maybe?
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hahaha
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i think josh is a real straight shooter
and i love you
and its late
but i usually go to bed much later
and tomorrow i will eat breakfast
and tonight i will type this message
and say i love you again
and you should have sweet dreams,
of new york and this winter- but we'll all be in a courtroom with bowling pins for legs.. and you'd be a dinosaur. or a mammal, a nyrat.
beeg chug
raarh
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so thats good. yeah itll be great to make it to break. i know you know, and itll be good to be together and do whatever. thanks for all the messages too, and love you and i'll see you soon.
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Every step is a step forward, Josh.
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